u/MajesticMedicine3702

For context, I am over the age of 21 (smoking is involved in this story).

Last night, my best friend (let’s say her name is ava) Ava, was smoking weed with me. We were hanging in my dorm room, and watching a show. Out of nowhere, she started making weird faces.

It was like she was mutatin, and I could feel the presence of either the devil or evil. She was making these faces and getting closer to me, and I asked her what was going on. I immediately felt a surge of fear flow through me and pushed away my need to sleep to stay awake and make sure was going to be safe in her presence.

About and hour later, I felt safe again, and fell asleep but awoke to my surprise with her hovering over me with a light being directly shown into my eyes. I asked it about her when I drove her back home, and she said she “was doing something but forgot what she was doing.”

Can someone please help me determine what the hell happened here?

For context, I am over the age of 21 (smoking is involved in this story).

Last night, my best friend (let’s say her name is ava) Ava, was smoking weed with me. We were hanging in my dorm room, and watching a show. Out of nowhere, she started making weird faces.

It was like she was mutatin, and I could feel the presence of either the devil or evil. She was making these faces and getting closer to me, and I asked her what was going on. I immediately felt a surge of fear flow through me and pushed away my need to sleep to stay awake and make sure was going to be safe in her presence.

About and hour later, I felt safe again, and fell asleep but awoke to my surprise with her hovering over me with a light being directly shown into my eyes. I asked it about her when I drove her back home, and she said she “was doing something but forgot what she was doing.”

Can someone please help me determine what the hell happened here?

So for context, I had dated my now (ex) boyfriend for almost two months, although we had been together in total for three.

Throughout the whole relationship I had given him hints on writing me paragraphs explaining why he liked me, hints on dates, or even tiny things i wanted him to do. He had never done any of them. He was a low effort boyfriend throughout the whole relationship. Not one post (due to him taking down the post i made because he said his friends thought it was corny). Now after it’s over, i miss him but a part of me knows i’m glad to be free from his shackling chains, and that i deserve better. I would have done anything for him, and clearly he did not feel the same.

He was very immature and emotionally not as keen as I am, and that truly made all the difference. I wish he could have loved me the way i wanted to be loved, and if so, maybe we would still be together. Unfortunately that is not the case. I can’t seem to fully cry, is their something wrong with me?

I feel like i was mourning the relationship while i was already in it, which is why it’s a bit easier after we had broken up. I wanted to leave before that, and when we had talked he said that he wasn’t fully sure on how he felt about me. I just want to find true love, and am wondering does it get better?

Please give me some tips on how to get over him, meet new people, or any advice in all. Thank you!