u/Mandarinoranges2

Im getting a Mirena IUD at 8am today cause I need to have my life back. It’s 6am and i cant sleep from anxiety. Im not worried about pain during it, more so the after.

Reading people say it’s the most excruciating cramps of their life scares me. But I realize we probably don’t experience the same level of pain.

I just wanna know, did your post IUD cramps exceed your typical excruciating cramps? Cause i can handle my normal, throwing up unable to walk cramps. But I’m terrified of going beyond that threshold. Honestly I can’t imagine it

Also feel free to tell me you had no cramps after IUD I would love to hear.

Im looking for a college dorm roommate, I’ve been talking with this girl. She’s super flaky in text, I figured she didn’t really gaf about getting to know me. So I figured I’d get it over with and asks if she wants to just do it. (We both have same room type assignment)

She said no and wants to know me better, which made me realize maybe I don’t want her to get to know me better. I dont want her to know, I mean sleeping in the same room 5ft apart for 9 months there’s no way she won’t find me a little off. So like am I going into this in bad faith by not telling her. I feel like we’re abt to fck and im hiding that I have an STD.

Maybe I’m just overthinking this because I hate myself. I do a really good job with not letting people in my life know how quickly I get jealous, devalue, or think I’m soulmates with people. The masks works well in public but I can’t do it 24/7.

Yesterday my friend sent me money on zelle, i got the text in the same text thread with all the other times ive successfully used zelle.

We can clearly see the money has left her account but despite getting a text it hasn’t shown up in mine. This has never happened before

Throwing this out there in case anyone at any point sees it. I know there were others.

This was in 2020, not sure when he left his job(or if he was fired) but he doesn’t work there anymore.

Sometimes I think about reaching out to my old therapist bcuz they handled it strangely and at one point he told me they said he wasn’t allowed to be alone with me. She was the only one to think it was a big deal and escalate it. But I think that’d be crossing boundaries and I know a lot of you guys have the guts to do that but I don’t feel like it.

I was having a convo w/ current therapist about it and she mentioned how close the abuse was to becoming physical. Which really freaked me out cause it was escalating and there were a few times he was inappropriate physically (not sexual abuse just crossing boundaries)