The day we pledged to love forever through sickness and in health. I told him so many times in the 3 months before he passed.
Missing him so much. And the hair…he cut it off when we lived on our boat, the wind kept blowing it in his face.
Damn I miss him💔❤️🩹
I am still so lost and broken. Some days I wouldn’t go downstairs if I didn’t have to feed his cats. I miss Michael so much and I wonder if I’ll ever be able to go a day without breaking down.
Today has been almost more than I can handle. I’m fearful of calling anyone (no one is even in the same state) because I know they look at caller id and think oh no it’s the crying again so here I am connecting with others who understand.
All I want to do is crawl into bed and sleep. Which is exactly what I do except to care for Michael’s cats. He is such a sucker for any stray that found him.
I’ve no idea how to get back to the home page. Please help, just got it.
When Michael and I married we decided to buy a boat instead of rings. We lived aboard for just over 4 years and this was such a happy time and holds some of our most precious memories.
He passed on April 9 and I’m thinking I want to buy a band and have it engraved. Am I crazy to want to do this after so many years?
I work Wednesday night through Saturday night so today is my Monday. I know I really need to go to work but it just gets harder every week. I’ve once again gotten no sleep. My eyes hurt so much from crying so much.
I just miss Michael so much and I’m still so broken without him. I just don’t know how to be without him.
My Michael passed at home. I went to work Wednesday night and when I got home Thursday morning he was gone. The next thing I knew our home was filled with strangers. The only thing I asked was to let me see him before he left just 1 more time.
When he was ready they came and got me from the room I was in. I gave him kisses and kisses and more kisses and lots of hugs. I also pet his hair back from his forehead.
I told him how much I loved him over and over and thanked him for loving me and for the beautiful life he gave me. Then I told him I didn’t want to but I had to say goodbye.
Now I have flashes where I see him laying on that thing looking like he’s asleep. Please tell me I’m not alone.
I lost Michael April 9 and I feel so much guilt. I keep thinking that if I had stayed home from work that night would he still be with me. I absolutely don’t know how to be without him. He is definitely my soulmate.
I know I should be at work right now but instead I’m in bed being lost and broken. I just couldn’t stop crying today so I never got the sleep I needed to drive 1&1/2 hours to work then do a 12 hour shift all night then the same drive back home to another day without Michael. I just don’t know how to be without him.
I lost my soulmate last month and I feel as if I didn’t appreciate everything he did for me. How does one deal with this?
I know he did so much but I don’t think I let him know just how much I appreciate it. It’s now tearing me apart.
I’m thinking of getting a new updated version and was wondering how to transfer books from my old one to my new one if I invest the money.