u/MaybeKindly2836

Started talking to someone new the other night, they're very cute and seem like they're actually kinda serious about their interest in me! 🤯

Cautiously optimistic, since it's so fresh, but I told her the situation I'm was currently dealing with; trying to throw a hail Mary and see if there was any hope of rekindling the last relationship. She said she could wait and still checked on me and kept politely flirting and inviting me out, which I turned down respectfully but told her that if it didn't work out, she was owed a makeup date. Since we each had different plans for the 4th, we agreed to meet on Monday and go spend the day (and maybe the night 😉) in Memphis! Gonna do some shopping and eat and then see some music! I honestly haven't been this excited in so long, and really not even nervous!! I hope this works out, she's absolutely stunning and has the best music taste, and the coolest tattoos?? 🫠🥵 Best part is she shares my goals for the future, and is in a good place in her life to start one with me. 💖 Gosh, I really feel like this is gonna be something wonderful. 😊

Ready for a family.

I'm 29. 30 in September, (I know, "ew, a Virgo") and just got out of a relationship I thought would be my last. I was ready to have kids with my partner, to settle in and raise a family that I could be proud of. Something to share the love I have in abundance with. I didn't realize in the long winter months that my partner was not feeling like I was showing up properly. That my love was colder than the weather outside. They didn't communicate it clearly with me in a way I understood and I let it slip away through selfish actions and comfortable inaction. I realize the mistakes I've made since then and worked to become the kind of man I can be proud to have as a friend. As a partner. As a father.

As myself.

I hope to find a woman who will love and respect me as they would themselves. Someone who isn't afraid of hard work, both in the relationship and on the property. Hands will be rough and dirty, nails may be broken and feet will hurt. But together our hearts and bellies will be full and our home cozy and safe.

I'm not the easiest man to know, understand, or to love either. Life hasn't been the kindest to me, and in turn I haven't been very kind to it. I've never met a stranger and can talk nearly endlessly to anyone, given they are interested in conversation. I sometimes have a bit of a wandering eye, see shiny thing, want shiny thing. Crow brain at its finest. But I've learned to restrain myself in my indulgent nature. I look, but never do I have any desire to touch what is not mine in its entirety nor to step outside of the bounds of my own circle of love and trust. If this sounds like something you can see yourself wanting, including the idea of children, at least 2, maybe 4 if the world is kind enough by then; I would love to have a conversation with you. Perhaps more. A ride on my motorcycle, a coffee or a lunch. Something new lies around every turn. Wouldn't it be nice to see that for the first time, together? Until we meet; take care and smile! The world needs your light more than you know. 😊

Ready for a family.

I'm 29. 30 in September, (I know, "ew, a Virgo") and just got out of a relationship I thought would be my last. I was ready to have kids with my partner, to settle in and raise a family that I could be proud of. Something to share the love I have in abundance with. I didn't realize in the long winter months that my partner was not feeling like I was showing up properly. That my love was colder than the weather outside. They didn't communicate it clearly with me in a way I understood and I let it slip away through selfish actions and comfortable inaction. I realize the mistakes I've made since then and worked to become the kind of man I can be proud to have as a friend. As a partner. As a father.

As myself.

I hope to find a woman who will love and respect me as they would themselves. Someone who isn't afraid of hard work, both in the relationship and on the property. Hands will be rough and dirty, nails may be broken and feet will hurt. But together our hearts and bellies will be full and our home cozy and safe.

I'm not the easiest man to know, understand, or to love either. Life hasn't been the kindest to me, and in turn I haven't been very kind to it. I've never met a stranger and can talk nearly endlessly to anyone, given they are interested in conversation. I sometimes have a bit of a wandering eye, see shiny thing, want shiny thing. Crow brain at its finest. But I've learned to restrain myself in my indulgent nature. I look, but never do I have any desire to touch what is not mine in its entirety nor to step outside of the bounds of my own circle of love and trust. If this sounds like something you can see yourself wanting, including the idea of children, at least 2, maybe 4 if the world is kind enough by then; I would love to have a conversation with you. Perhaps more. A ride on my motorcycle, a coffee or a lunch. Something new lies around every turn. Wouldn't it be nice to see that for the first time, together? Until we meet; take care and smile! The world needs your light more than you know. 😊

I miss you already. We agreed to NC last night and halfway started it this morning finalizing details.

I miss you. I hate this situation. I wish we could've stayed friends, but you were determined to get into a new relationship immediately after you ended things. You dismissed my problems and avoided my attempts at reconciliation all while still saying you loved and missed me. False hope. Then when it came down to it and I poured my heart out to you you sent back 2 lines of text. "I found happiness and want to see where it goes" and "idk what else to say". What else? Certainly more than that. I don't hate you. But goddamn I wish I do. I'm uprooting my entire life because I don't have the strength to watch someone else claim the life and love that was supposed to be ours. Not without some serious trouble starting or having to rinse out the space between my ears.

I love you. Until the stars above stop shining and the universe swallows itself whole I will love you. But I will never look you in the eye ever again. Or else i might just have to stay... So. Make this count. Because if you can't, then was it worth losing your best friend and future husband for?

Good luck. God speed and if you have kids with him, don't use the names we picked. Those were ours and given as a sign.

-Sugarpea

I hope he cheats.

Amy, I hope it was amusing this time.. I tried so fucking hard. I just wanted to be enough. Loved you. Truly I did.