u/Medium_Laugh_9323

i just want to vent out I'm so sorry. I'm 19M and currently a college student, I just want to give up everything pagod na pagod nako I don't know what to do anymore, I'm struggling financially and I've been thinking na maybe just drop out from college and find work pero nakakapanghinayang lalo na masasayang yung pinaghirapan ko na grades? pano na yung scholarship? hindi narin kasi sapat yung kinikita ko sa part time and other side jobs ang dami pang kailangan sa school and prices for daily necessity goes up so i also had to sell some of my belongings, and i also have to take care of my siblings, gulong gulo nako im so so so anxious and scared hindi ko na alam anong kahihinatnan ko, I know both my parents do their best to provide para samin i appreciate their hardwork but i know din na hindi pa nga sapat ang kinikita nila kada buwan. Will hard work even pay off? I really envy those who have it easy, those who never had to skip meals, those who never worried pano maipagkakasya ang barya sa wallet nila, i know wala akong mapapala pero thankyou and im sorry kasi gusto ko lang talaga ilabas hinanakit ko