u/Mel_inafemboy

I NEED WEBSITES WITH GOOD BACKROOMS STUFF TO BUY FROM!!

This feels stupid to vent about but I feel like I need to. So my now ex boyfriend, he broke up with me Monday, it seemed like randomly. He said I was jealous over his friends and past relationships and I had hurt his friend’s feelings over a stupid joke. Reason behind me not liking his ex Boris was because at the beginning of the relationship he admitted to still liking his ex which obviously leads to jealousy, he had later admitted to no longer liking Boris but I still did not like Boris, which I feel is valid over past relationships. I am not sure where he got the jealous over friends thing because I never was. I also planned to not be rude jokingly anymore towards his friend. Recently he had struggled a lot more with his mental health too so not sure if it lead to wanting a break. He also included in his text saying I could think about it and he would give me time but later he asked me to respond soon, I was not at home at the time so it’s hard to think or what to say or any of that, he blocked me cause I was “avoiding responsibility” when I later tried to reach out with a kind little paragraph, the paragraph -“Hey so if you’re willing to unblock me to talk please do. The reason I didn’t reply was because I was not home and didn’t have a lot of time to comprehend what you were saying. You didn’t give me time to think and absorb it especially since I didn’t have the time to think and absorb it. I never was jealous over your friends and I was joking with your one friend and I was going to stop being jokingly rude to them after you said it upset them. I didn’t want this relationship to go south but it did over something in my eyes small. Also being jealous over your ex Boris was valid because you openly admitted at the beginning to still being into him which being jealous or upset is a fully normal reaction. I acknowledge I was wrong for not trying to type a reply but it’s not always easy when you thought that it was going good especially since there were no signs earlier of issues.”- the account I reached out to him on he didn’t know about which is why he did not block me on it, the account was made cause I was logged out of the one I used at the time then now I replaced it with the new account so no I did not make it to stalk him. I tried to be the best of a girlfriend but I was struggling a bit myself since I had a lot going on. I am trying to move on but it’s a bit hard so I’m venting to move on faster. Also he had been pissing me off a lot recently by putting shit like “I’m running out of space on my arm😡😡” on his discord status which feels like the people that are like “I did it again:33” so that’s why it irritated me. Okay I think I’m done!