u/Mental_Childhood_466

I’m going into my nodal opposition that will segue straight into my Saturn return. I have a feeling a lot of “soul searching” and questioning what path I want to take will arise in this time and wanted to see if my chart shows any indicators of things I may be gifted in or have an affinity for and obstacles I can avoid/work through to nurture them! Thank you!

I have struggled with this paradox for most of my life and sometimes confuse those closest to me because it seems like I always want something very different than how I am perceived depending on the person. I know this trait isn’t entirely uncommon across the board for many people, but mine has become more drastic in adulthood. I also seem to lean into being private much more easily, but have more of a desire for a public life much of the time though it is rarely acted on. Are there multiple indicators of why this is in my chart?

I'm entering my Nodal Opposition with the transiting south node crossing my 10th house (hitting my leo mc and natal venus). This activates my natal 10th house venus square 7th house Saturn, while also triggering my asc/dsc axis. My natal south node is conjunct Uranus (trining my moon).
I know 10H south node transits often involve shedding old career expectations or approval-seeking, but with this squaring my 7th house saturn, I feel anxious about how this might impact my career versus my romantic and familial relationships especially leading into my upcoming saturn return.
Looking at how these transits interact with my 10H/7H square and angular axis, what specific themes or dynamics stand out to you most? How would you interpret the intersection of these placements? Any insight is greatly appreciated, thank you!