u/MessOk1807

I (23 M) am paying my mom $500 for rent and she laughs in my face and says it’s nothing and that if i want a strict landlord relationship due to personal tensions she should raise rent when i suggested a contract and wanting to add random clauses to it. i am currently back after doing 6 months in jail for doing dumb things and trusting the wrong people for reasons i wont get into i only went to them desperate cause of tension of being kicked out by my mom during that time and got in trouble i moved on but i been back since october of 2025 and had trouble finding a job till around february in which i barely started and trouble arose. One issue is she is a micro managing control freak who guilts and lashes out if you try to create any boundaries it’s also good to mention im west african togolese all citizens living in the US in texas so goes without saying super religious need to always be right and argumentative nature comes from my mom but getting back on track

i had trouble finding a job but was searching every second till i got one to get away from her and not even a week into my new job trouble strikes i come home after a shift disturbed to see my little sister (14) terrified and crying while my mom is standing over her with a belt forcing her to learn to braid so she can eventually come to braid hair with my mom at her shop and my sister knew how to braid the ends but not start the roots of the hair and her hand was hurting and when i asked if she was okay she burst out in tears and my mother lunged with a belt trying to strike her i pushed my sister out the way and caught the belt and told her to let go she did not and said not to undermine her authority as a result i let go and just tried to civilize with her but she was agitated and wanted to escalate the problem as i was on probation she told me to leave and with probation i have to inform my officer and i thought id mention maybe a visit from cps was necessary since i did not feel safe leaving my sister and little brother there to deal with it alone as i am the only one who steps up to her in the family and my father is dead and never stood up for us and my big brother is always on her side or fence sitting and he told me i was out of line and laughed at the whole thing saying she never listened and did things like not cleaning all dishes in the sink mind and i was confused because that doesn’t make this okay nor justifies my mothers actions. after everything cooled off and it was apparent i wasn’t being kicked out but would no longer get help (i have no car and work is 10min car 1hr 30min walk) i was on my own fully financially. since the issue i want nothing to do with her although i can’t leave but kept my PO noted in every development in my situation she is really cool and understanding. my mother then discussed rent and i was okay with it she first says i need to pay 2 bills and then change it to $500 flat and i agree thats fair as i got a better job working full time.

fast forward now i am cold with everyone simply cause after all the fighting i do for my siblings they always turn on me and act like i do too much for their name sake so i stop engaging with all of them my mother and i dont talk unless about bills with the exception of unsolicited advice which i ignore i pay for my own food transportation clothes phone bill and all and am currently trying to save for a car but thats hard but im trying she recently today tried to talk and scold me on not telling her good morning and i responded if its not about bills there is no discussion because she is nothing more then a landlord to me i also have pad split approved by my PO incase i need to make a quick move and in response she (my mother) gets snarky with me and says if thats what i want ill get what i asked knowing that makes me feel guilty but i need to stand my ground i only feel guilty cause i try to let things slide but when no one hold her accountable ill be the one too even if she’s my mother since every make excuses for her actions as she has done and saïd horrible things in the past before that i need therapy one day to move past all in all she laughs in my face and says do i think 500 is enough for my one room and living mind you i don’t exit my room i cook my food clean after my go to the gym and work and literally talk to no one or say anything i leave her and my siblings be but now 500 is small change to her (we live in a better part of katy) so it is a nice house although she complains about the price and threatens to leave to fuck me over but would never want to sell and continue to put work into the house with your long financial deals like ac replacement and renovations and ect

i’m just wondering if i’m in the wrong if i should pay more and just to be told that im not insane and my feelings are valid…sorry for the long post

I (23 M) am paying my mom $500 for rent and she laughs in my face and says it’s nothing and that if i want a strict landlord relationship due to personal tensions she should raise rent when i suggested a contract and wanting to add random clauses to it. i am currently back after doing 6 months in jail for doing dumb things and trusting the wrong people for reasons i wont get into i only went to them desperate cause of tension of being kicked out by my mom during that time and got in trouble i moved on but i been back since october of 2025 and had trouble finding a job till around february in which i barely started and trouble arose. One issue is she is a micro managing control freak who guilts and lashes out if you try to create any boundaries it’s also good to mention im west african togolese all citizens living in the US in texas so goes without saying super religious need to always be right and argumentative nature comes from my mom but getting back on track

i had trouble finding a job but was searching every second till i got one to get away from her and not even a week into my new job trouble strikes i come home after a shift disturbed to see my little sister (14) terrified and crying while my mom is standing over her with a belt forcing her to learn to braid so she can eventually come to braid hair with my mom at her shop and my sister knew how to braid the ends but not start the roots of the hair and her hand was hurting and when i asked if she was okay she burst out in tears and my mother lunged with a belt trying to strike her i pushed my sister out the way and caught the belt and told her to let go she did not and said not to undermine her authority as a result i let go and just tried to civilize with her but she was agitated and wanted to escalate the problem as i was on probation she told me to leave and with probation i have to inform my officer and i thought id mention maybe a visit from cps was necessary since i did not feel safe leaving my sister and little brother there to deal with it alone as i am the only one who steps up to her in the family and my father is dead and never stood up for us and my big brother is always on her side or fence sitting and he told me i was out of line and laughed at the whole thing saying she never listened and did things like not cleaning all dishes in the sink mind and i was confused because that doesn’t make this okay nor justifies my mothers actions. after everything cooled off and it was apparent i wasn’t being kicked out but would no longer get help (i have no car and work is 10min car 1hr 30min walk) i was on my own fully financially. since the issue i want nothing to do with her although i can’t leave but kept my PO noted in every development in my situation she is really cool and understanding. my mother then discussed rent and i was okay with it she first says i need to pay 2 bills and then change it to $500 flat and i agree thats fair as i got a better job working full time.

fast forward now i am cold with everyone simply cause after all the fighting i do for my siblings they always turn on me and act like i do too much for their name sake so i stop engaging with all of them my mother and i dont talk unless about bills with the exception of unsolicited advice which i ignore i pay for my own food transportation clothes phone bill and all and am currently trying to save for a car but thats hard but im trying she recently today tried to talk and scold me on not telling her good morning and i responded if its not about bills there is no discussion because she is nothing more then a landlord to me i also have pad split approved by my PO incase i need to make a quick move and in response she (my mother) gets snarky with me and says if thats what i want ill get what i asked knowing that makes me feel guilty but i need to stand my ground i only feel guilty cause i try to let things slide but when no one hold her accountable ill be the one too even if she’s my mother since every make excuses for her actions as she has done and saïd horrible things in the past before that i need therapy one day to move past all in all she laughs in my face and says do i think 500 is enough for my one room and living mind you i don’t exit my room i cook my food clean after my go to the gym and work and literally talk to no one or say anything i leave her and my siblings be but now 500 is small change to her (we live in a better part of katy) so it is a nice house although she complains about the price and threatens to leave to fuck me over but would never want to sell and continue to put work into the house with your long financial deals like ac replacement and renovations and ect

i’m just wondering if i’m in the wrong if i should pay more and just to be told that im not insane and my feelings are valid…sorry for the long post

I (23 M) am paying my mom $500 for rent and she laughs in my face and says it’s nothing and that if i want a strict landlord relationship due to personal tensions she should raise rent when i suggested a contract and wanting to add random clauses to it. i am currently back after doing 6 months in jail for doing dumb things and trusting the wrong people for reasons i wont get into i only went to them desperate cause of tension of being kicked out by my mom during that time and got in trouble i moved on but i been back since october of 2025 and had trouble finding a job till around february in which i barely started and trouble arose. One issue is she is a micro managing control freak who guilts and lashes out if you try to create any boundaries it’s also good to mention im west african togolese all citizens living in the US in texas so goes without saying super religious need to always be right and argumentative nature comes from my mom but getting back on track

i had trouble finding a job but was searching every second till i got one to get away from her and not even a week into my new job trouble strikes i come home after a shift disturbed to see my little sister (14) terrified and crying while my mom is standing over her with a belt forcing her to learn to braid so she can eventually come to braid hair with my mom at her shop and my sister knew how to braid the ends but not start the roots of the hair and her hand was hurting and when i asked if she was okay she burst out in tears and my mother lunged with a belt trying to strike her i pushed my sister out the way and caught the belt and told her to let go she did not and said not to undermine her authority as a result i let go and just tried to civilize with her but she was agitated and wanted to escalate the problem as i was on probation she told me to leave and with probation i have to inform my officer and i thought id mention maybe a visit from cps was necessary since i did not feel safe leaving my sister and little brother there to deal with it alone as i am the only one who steps up to her in the family and my father is dead and never stood up for us and my big brother is always on her side or fence sitting and he told me i was out of line and laughed at the whole thing saying she never listened and did things like not cleaning all dishes in the sink mind and i was confused because that doesn’t make this okay nor justifies my mothers actions. after everything cooled off and it was apparent i wasn’t being kicked out but would no longer get help (i have no car and work is 10min car 1hr 30min walk) i was on my own fully financially. since the issue i want nothing to do with her although i can’t leave but kept my PO noted in every development in my situation she is really cool and understanding. my mother then discussed rent and i was okay with it she first says i need to pay 2 bills and then change it to $500 flat and i agree thats fair as i got a better job working full time.

fast forward now i am cold with everyone simply cause after all the fighting i do for my siblings they always turn on me and act like i do too much for their name sake so i stop engaging with all of them my mother and i dont talk unless about bills with the exception of unsolicited advice which i ignore i pay for my own food transportation clothes phone bill and all and am currently trying to save for a car but thats hard but im trying she recently today tried to talk and scold me on not telling her good morning and i responded if its not about bills there is no discussion because she is nothing more then a landlord to me i also have pad split approved by my PO incase i need to make a quick move and in response she (my mother) gets snarky with me and says if thats what i want ill get what i asked knowing that makes me feel guilty but i need to stand my ground i only feel guilty cause i try to let things slide but when no one hold her accountable ill be the one too even if she’s my mother since every make excuses for her actions as she has done and saïd horrible things in the past before that i need therapy one day to move past all in all she laughs in my face and says do i think 500 is enough for my one room and living mind you i don’t exit my room i cook my food clean after my go to the gym and work and literally talk to no one or say anything i leave her and my siblings be but now 500 is small change to her (we live in a better part of katy) so it is a nice house although she complains about the price and threatens to leave to fuck me over but would never want to sell and continue to put work into the house with your long financial deals like ac replacement and renovations and ect

i’m just wondering if i’m in the wrong if i should pay more and just to be told that im not insane and my feelings are valid…sorry for the long post