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You used to call me yours, now you never call at all.

I lay in the pitch black of my room, the blinding light of the screen piercing into my eyes, but I don't flinch. Not anymore.

I wait and watch... but nothing comes up. Another day of waiting for your call, only to be met again with the absence of you.

My mind wonders and runs away from me, thinking the worst.

Did you find another?

Did I mean nothing at all?

Was I not worth it anymore?

I'm a fool, I've always known this, but it was always for you. I was yours, you were mine.

But as the days go on... the more my heart begins to beat less for you... yet why do I still cry for you?

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u/Minute-Attitude-4364 — 16 hours ago

First ever Strawpage!

It's very beginner-ish but I really liked how it turned out, it feels natural to me. Criticism and suggestions are very much welcomed!
My page: https://phiamonsters.straw.page/
(I'm not sure if it'll harm anybody, but when clicking on my page, the circle with my face on it there's some stars and glitter affect that move on the screen a bit quick. Just making sure!)

u/Minute-Attitude-4364 — 7 days ago

21 [F4M] SoCal/Online- Shy introverted geeky girl looking for a serious relationship

Hiya! My name is Sophia, I'm 21 years old, Hispanic female with palish skin, I'm 5'0, with long brown hair.

Just recently got out of a stressful situationship and I'm really hoping for a serious relationship with a guy.

A bit about me

I love to draw and paint. Specifically in a cartoony style. As you can see on my page, I hope to get better and find a distinct style for me.

I'm a huge geek when it comes to cartoons and story driven video games, i deep dive into the story for an undisclosed amount of time. My room is full of Plushies, figures, statues from all of the different shows and video games I adore.

HUGEEE fan of The Beatles! Love the moptop era and my fav song is hard to say but 'She loves you' 'All my loving' and 'I wanna hold your hand' are top three for me!

What i want in a guy is for him to be loyal and loving. Someone to care about my likes and feelings... to listen to me. I don't care about a man's race or height (though that's mainly because almost everyone I know is taller than me). be between 21 and 27, He must have good hygiene, and he must have a love for animals. But for me to be really into a guy is he must share the same faith in God and Jesus Christ as I do.

I would want for him to be in the SoCal area, or from LA county (California)

If any of this interests you and you think we can find something. Please, feel free to message me and tell me about yourself. Don't just send a simple 'Hey' Or you'll be ignored.

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u/Minute-Attitude-4364 — 9 days ago

[Question] It's been two weeks, should I ask for an update?

Hi! So I bought a commission from an artist I found on here a little over two weeks ago, I have received a sketch from them but when I asked for an update from them a week ago they never responded.

I don't know how long it takes them to complete a commission are as all their posts on reddit are gone besides the one I saved when I found them, and that had no info :/

I found them here on reddit but their account here got suspended. Thankfully I have their discord. I just want to know if I should say something again?

(The last update they gave me was on the 24 of July and that was of the rough sketch)

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u/Minute-Attitude-4364 — 12 days ago

[21/F] Looking for some penpals

Hiya! My name is Sophia, I just turned twenty-one this month and wanted to start this new age of mine by getting some new penpals! I've had a few in the past so I like to think I know what I am doing lol.

~A little about me and what I like~

-I love to draw and paint. I haven't painted much recently but I do hope to start it up again. Been more into digital art lately.

-I have three dogs and six cats! My oldest dog just turned twenty-one with me just recently!

-I am a big collector of actions figures, plushies, statues etc. Mostly of 'FNAF', but I'm a fan of all kinds of media. From 'Powerpuff girls' to 'Batman the animated series' to video games like 'We happy few' and 'Fran Bow'.

-Favorite band hands down is The Beatles. My favorite member is Paul, he really is the cute one lol. Fav song (call me boring haha) is All my loving from the with the Beatles album.

-Favorite movie would have to Coraline, just an amazing watch visually and in suspense.

Anyways. If any of this sounds appealing to anyone, please reach out to me! Not with a simple 'Hey' because I put time into my intro, put some into yours! Haha. See ya!

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u/Minute-Attitude-4364 — 20 days ago

$6 headshots and $12 full body commissions

Commissions for 5-10 dollars!
I take PayPal.

Message me on here or add me on discord: birthday_cake_enjoyer

u/Minute-Attitude-4364 — 20 days ago

[21/F] Looking for other women my age to write too

Hiya!

My name's Sophia! :D

A few things I wanna make clear first. At this point and time, I am only going to be exchanging letters with other females and only within the united states as well.

Would love to send over doodles of characters you request through letters and maybe exchange polaroid photos of our pets to each other, along with other cute stuff :3

A few things about me
-I love to draw, especially my own characters. I hope one day to start a webcomic and show them off properly. (Once i come up with a good premise lol)
-I am a HUGE collector of plushies, figurines, action figures, and tons of other memorabilia from my favorite Tv shows, movies, games, etc.
-I am always eager to bake a fresh batch of chocolate cookies, they are absolutely delicious!
-I enjoy putting jigsaw puzzles together, while also hoping my cats don't swoop in and mess it all up haha.
-Speaking of cats, I have six! And I have three dogs as well.

Anyways, that's all for now. If any of this interests you, please send me a message so we can exchange addresses so we can start swapping letters right away! (Don't just say "Hi" tell me about yourself! I would appreciate it, thank you.)

Hope to hear from you, goodbye!

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u/Minute-Attitude-4364 — 28 days ago

Wanting to draw some female OCs but open to male as well :D

Some examples of my work, hoping to do a couple drawings tonight.

u/Minute-Attitude-4364 — 1 month ago

20F looking to chat in the the early morning

Hi!

My name is Sophia and was hoping to chat today! It's about 4am where I live and I've only woken up about an hour ago, super bored and as said, hoping to pass the time by chatting.

A little about me
I have six cats and three dogs
I love to draw and paint
My favorite band is The Beatles
I am a collector of plushies and figurines from all sorts of media I enjoy

yea so, if you wanna talk just message me!
(I will not respond to a simple "Hi" Write a small intro of yourself and I will, thanks :D)

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u/Minute-Attitude-4364 — 2 months ago

Progress is possible

Yesterday I didn't think I could be able to go to bible study with my mother.

But she had been so sad about people being rude to her that I pushed my anxieties aside and got out of my room, to go with her for the first time in almost two years!

I was not as nervous as I thought I would be, slightly anxious but I never ended up having a panic attack. I even walked home by myself when she stayed behind to talk to a sister in private. (granted, the church is right next to our house, but this was still a big deal for me).

I actually had a nice albeit slightly awkward time, I hope I'll be able to attend it again next week. :)

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u/Minute-Attitude-4364 — 3 months ago
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Am I a fool to wait for you?

I know of the words that we've traded in the past, the ones of love and reassurance... then why does it feel as if I'm not as special as I once was to you...?

Recently, I've been having these made up images flash through my mind in the middle of the night, they make my heart ache with fear and my skin crawl with dread, it's tormenting.

I think of you with another...I hear words that aren't yours, ones that you would never dare say...

"I just don't love you as much anymore, it'll never work out in the end."

I don't wish to doubt you, but how can you just leave me alone for days on end, then act as if you hadn't?

I know I sound like a fool, just days ago pouring my heart out in secret to you in a different diary entry... and it had already been days since you'd spoken to me...

Why can't we be how we used to be? I miss you...

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u/Minute-Attitude-4364 — 3 months ago
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2000 miles away

What I wouldn't give to feel your skin against mine for just a day...

To feel your hands take hold of mine and lay my head on your chest, listening to the calming drum of your heartbeat and your softly whispered words in my ears...

But you are not here.

You are 2000 miles away from me, and there is nothing that can be done to change that...

Maybe one day you and I will be together, and I'll finally be able to hold you like I do in my dreams...

But for now, I will stay where I am, looking up at the moon and recounting the words we would say to one another...

"I love you to the moon and back, forever and always."

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u/Minute-Attitude-4364 — 3 months ago

Made the error of not being able to deliver a drawing within a week 100 days ago... But now I'm back and this time I WILL be delivering what I have to offer, I don't wanna get perma-banned 😭

Anyways a few rules
-No roblox or 3D models

and that's pretty much it, hope to draw your OCs!

u/Minute-Attitude-4364 — 4 months ago