I feel like I haven't drawn anything good for the past month and a half. Everything just looks sloppy and flat to me.
And I really want to do commissions, but I feel like my art is just to boring for anyone to commission me for.
Would like some feedback on what to do, thank you
(My most recent works)
Yesterday I didn't think I could be able to go to bible study with my mother.
But she had been so sad about people being rude to her that I pushed my anxieties aside and got out of my room, to go with her for the first time in almost two years!
I was not as nervous as I thought I would be, slightly anxious but I never ended up having a panic attack. I even walked home by myself when she stayed behind to talk to a sister in private. (granted, the church is right next to our house, but this was still a big deal for me).
I actually had a nice albeit slightly awkward time, I hope I'll be able to attend it again next week. :)
I know of the words that we've traded in the past, the ones of love and reassurance... then why does it feel as if I'm not as special as I once was to you...?
Recently, I've been having these made up images flash through my mind in the middle of the night, they make my heart ache with fear and my skin crawl with dread, it's tormenting.
I think of you with another...I hear words that aren't yours, ones that you would never dare say...
"I just don't love you as much anymore, it'll never work out in the end."
I don't wish to doubt you, but how can you just leave me alone for days on end, then act as if you hadn't?
I know I sound like a fool, just days ago pouring my heart out in secret to you in a different diary entry... and it had already been days since you'd spoken to me...
Why can't we be how we used to be? I miss you...
What I wouldn't give to feel your skin against mine for just a day...
To feel your hands take hold of mine and lay my head on your chest, listening to the calming drum of your heartbeat and your softly whispered words in my ears...
But you are not here.
You are 2000 miles away from me, and there is nothing that can be done to change that...
Maybe one day you and I will be together, and I'll finally be able to hold you like I do in my dreams...
But for now, I will stay where I am, looking up at the moon and recounting the words we would say to one another...
"I love you to the moon and back, forever and always."
Hi! Hoping to draw a few OCs, so send them over! Not first come first serve so don't be shy!
Made the error of not being able to deliver a drawing within a week 100 days ago... But now I'm back and this time I WILL be delivering what I have to offer, I don't wanna get perma-banned 😭
Anyways a few rules
-No roblox or 3D models
and that's pretty much it, hope to draw your OCs!
