u/Mirror429

I really need to speak to someone tonight as I’m at a very low point in life. I went to ring and I panicked, what’s people’s thoughts on it.

I have so much support both from professionals and family/friends. Had a manic episode back Feb time and now I’ve crashed into a really really deep depression. I feel like a burden and I can’t keep suffering the guilt is eating me alive as I’m so blessed with everything I have. I’m exhausted putting up the fight, will this ever end? God knows at this stage.

I had a manic episode around 4 months ago and ended up in hospital. When that manic episode finished and olanzapine helped I felt calm and good in a positive way. However over the past 2 months I feel like I’m crashing and it’s catching up on me it that makes sense? Anxiety is so bad and my mood has dropped.

I’m due to start it for anxiety if anyone has any experience in general. I’m on olanzapine, lithium and lamotrigine.