u/Mixer_grinderr

> I do not go out of room

> I do not cook

> Do not meet anyone

> Do not turn room lights on

> Keep crying in room

> Doesnt talk to my parents

> Eat outside food

> Keep worrying about life and money

> Keep comparing myself

Its very overwheling and I get very strong urge to end all of this in a whip , but I dont have courage to even do that

I did nothig , just doomscrolled.... need to get serious hobby ig

batao aur chlo sath

So when my grandfather passed away 1 year before my birth, his government job was to be transferred to one of his children. My father being the eldest son ( among 4 brothers and 1 sister), took the job. For couple of years he earned and helped my uncles to get married and get basic jobs. But when I was 10, he moved out with us to a different city and stopped helping them financially. He completely focussed on education and career of us( two brothers).

Because of his efforts we both are well earning software engineers in Bangalore. But,sometimes I feel he did very wrong to my uncles when I see my uncles begging my father for mere 5k, my uncles are still earn very less ( ~15k pm). They live a very sub standard live than us.

What's your opinion on this?