u/Moist_Ad_4159

So, um, I am retaking GCSE English Language. Today, I sat paper 1. I think it went well, but I keep thinking back to one moment in the creative writing question where I wrote the word 'knocked' but missed out the n in the word. I'm pretty sure I corrected it but for some reason my mind keeps telling me that I didn't so now I'm worried that I will get disqualified from the exam and I don't know if I'll be able to sit paper 2 in that case.

Those assholes haven't caused me to hate her. I wouldn't switch up on my goat like that.

(Warning big rant, I was angry while typing this)

So for context: I recently lost a friend at college and he's left to go hang out with these other kids in our class who I really don't like (For the record, their leader hates me for my admiration for Emily from Hazbin Hotel, it got to the point where I had to reluctantly distance myself from her and switch to Mina Ashido from My Hero Academia instead, the result was no different) and recently, I was watching one of my ex friend's youtube videos (He has a channel) and he put a few screenshots from his discord in the video, and in one of them. HIM AND THOSE OTHER KIDS HAVE A PICTURE OF ME AS THEIR DISCORD SERVER PFP. I ACTUALLY FEEL UNCOMFORTBLE WITH HOW THEY GOT IT BECAUSE I DON'T REMEBER SENDING ANY IMAGES OF MYSELF TO HIM OR THEM. I GENUINELY THINK THEY HAVE SOME WEIRD OBSESSION WITH ME AND I DON'T LIKE IT.

Right, so for context: When I was 12, I laughed at a trans person behind their back. I was manipulated by my parents into believing trans people were "not normal."

Fast forward to now: I am 16 and in college, and I am quite passionately supportive of trans people and feel guilty for what I did when I was 12. Another important detail is that I recently lost a friend because of my own stupidity, and i can never get him back.

Anyway recently I have become friends with a trans girl, she's really nice. When I told my parents, they brought up what I did when I was 12, and they said if she ever came around our house, they would tell her what I did. So I decided to beat them to it, so the next day, I went in and confessed to her about what I did when I was 12 and said I feel guilty for it. The two friends fo her's that were with her looked at me absolutely appalled, so I then quickly scrambled away, thinking I'd just cost myself another great friend. But before I fully left, she called out to me, telling me to stop. So I did, I turned around and then she walked over to me took both my hands and no joke, she said to me the first verse of It Starts With Sorry (She knows I'm a big Hazbin fan). When I properly left, I was confused as to what she was trying to communicate. Was she saying she forgave me? Is she trying to help me properly achieve redemption? I'm so confused.