I'm sorry to invade your sub with a stupid question. I have been following airsoft online on YT and Reddit, but I really have no friends who are into it. Do people go to events/sites solo, or is it mostly groups of friends who go? I'd feel quite singled out if everyone knows each other. Sorry if this is a stupid question, again. Thanks.
Does anyone else just feel unwanted by humanity? Even whenever I post on Reddit, most replies are passive aggressive in some way. I feel like people stare at me in public like I done something wrong. At work, I feel like my boss is just waiting for me to slip up so he can find an excuse to yell at me for something. Even I feel like my family is just fed up with me. At school I was bullied, and on the first day an older kid said "I just really want to punch your face for some reason". Now when I go out at all I try and avoid eye contact and keep to myself. It isn't like I go around looking for people who hate me. It's just something I've observed. It's like they assume so much about me from my looks or the way I carry myself. Im only 24, really tall and skinny. I remember as a little kid, if my group of friends got into trouble for something, you can bet I was somehow the one that took the most blame. And on the first day of work shop class in high school, the teacher gathered everyone round and pointed at me and said "Well I can tell I'm going to have my hands full with you this year!" In P.E, we had to do free throws at a basketball hoop, and when I got one in, the whole class sarcastically clapped because I was so unathletic. Even the teacher was "congratulating" me on making it. In another day in P.E, the boys were running round the track, and the girls were standing at the finish line cheering and clapping when someone finished. When I finished, no one clapped, it was silent. Except one girl who felt sorry for me and said "Well done". I hate my life
"I want to boss people around all day and make them know I'm in charge!"
Yeah alright man
I couldn't tell if this was low stake or not. But close enough. I'm thinking specifically marijuana, because there's no reason a plant that makes you happy and dizzy if you smoke it should be illegal in 2026. But I genuinely think the police have nothing else to do, and it just makes them feel like they're doing something. Seriously, here in the UK, the laws are so stupid. You can grow it, hell you can buy as much seeds online as you want. But just don't smoke it or sell it now! And if you so happen to take a bud, grind it, that's possession sir! The police love drug busts because it's just easy pickings compared to the much more serious crimes, and it just gives them something to do until their shift finishes
Well, anyone who isn't a close family member, and even then that's pushing it. I'm completely done with other people. As a kid, I used to fantasize about being the only human left in the world. It was so so peaceful. I could go anywhere, do anything, sleep anywhere, and I wouldn't bump into any human beings. Every problem or stress I have ever had in my life has come from other people. Or because of the group of people I was hanging around with, I've said or done stupid things to fit in or impress people. Those days are over. I don't give a fuck. Go ahead and call me weird or anti social, but humans are creepy unpredictable beings. Always trying to pull me into their world of problems and shit. Yeah no. I will quite happily go my whole life never speaking to another person face to face, and I genuinely mean that. "But you'd go insane!!!!! Humans are social creatures!!!" How about 2 or 3 interactions a week. That'll do me. Y'all are weird