u/MrLordSirMonkey

On days,
when I’ve nothing to do but think,
I dream of my days in the Marines,
And my heart begins to sink, sink
Everything I had
See I was young and full of piss,
They took my rank and kicked me out
And here I am, I really miss,
Everything I had
It tears me apart deep inside
I’ve never been sadder in my life
I’ve got nothing not a shred of pride, once
Everything I had
I thought that I would be just fine
Getting drunk at night to cope
I knew I was stretching the line, of
Everything I had
It was all in the thrill of the game
We hated that shit but it’s who we are
Nobody feels the weight of my shame, of
Everything I had
I let down my brothers and sisters both
It’s the reason I’m inhuman inside
At night I can’t sleep, I cry and I choke, on
Everything I had
The nightmares come of that night I carried
Your cold body down the mountain
Now you keep me awake, and to these demons I have married, married
Everything I had.
to trade everything I’ve made, and reverse the fact,
I wouldn’t fucking hesitate
Because it’s an empty part of me and I need it back,
Everything I had.