I could use some help with this
So there’s this girl we randomly spoke briefly on and off my best friend passed and it’s his sister. And she’s incredibly gorgeous and surprise me about the way she was. There’s an age gap but i don’t think it matters anymore. It’s been a while since he passed. Anyway, I should’ve asked her out when I had the chance right from the jump. My timing sucks.
But now things have ran dry and I think she had a boyfriend or has one I’m not sure and I feel like my moment has slipped before she never really had time so i backed off when now i know i shouldn’t have
. Although she’s very picky and particular when it comes to dating guys, I will say that I know that for a fact.
She was always working, which I did confirm that was true and she wasn’t giving me a runaround and then I just kinda ghosted her maybe ? I didn’t sit around n wait.
I feel like she was afraid too.
And we hit it off real nicely and we’re talking all the time, but it was only through text really I never really got the chance to see her in person and now I see her online and ever since I have never been able to get her off my mind and I even avoid social media just to not see her but I’ve always wanted to reach out and the only thing I can think of is I have to tell her how I feel or something, but I’m kind of afraid this is the only thing I’m afraid of. lol
Literally, I’ve written poems about her how amazing she is and she doesn’t know me that well but I want to change that.
ANY HELP IS APPRECIATED!! LOL
I just can’t deal with this digital shit like I’m a face-to-face kind of guy like and I feel like if I showed her who I really was n what I’m about then she would really like me because she already kinda liked me through text. I always made her laugh and everything. I just can’t get over her. I don’t really care about other girls now. I’ve tried other girls too.
My boy passed 3 years ago on the 17th it’ll be three years and then we spoke like that following winter and on and off ever since but when we did speak, it was always back-and-forth back-and-forth and immediate connection until it ran dry and then I backed off
I see a lot of untapped potential in her. Me too but i feel like she’s around a bunch of phony ppl n lame guys that are all generic.
Also she lost her father years before her brother (my boy)
Idk when exactly.
I’ve written poems about this girl like really deep, intellectual emotionally, intelligent type of stuff that I think she’d be impressed with, but I’m afraid to share.