I was reading into lord Herbert of Canterbury’s 5 articles and one of the articles was to repent from all wickedness and that got me wondering what everyone’s views on sin and human nature in general.
I don’t know if this is the best place for this but I’m so frustrated with myself, I know that my life is better than others at the moment (stable and consistent job, still live with parents, have a girlfriend, go to church and have a relationship with god, etc) but I’m so negative all the time and have a hard time seeing the brighter side of things. I have tried to force positivity in my daily routine but it never seems to work cause I know it’s fake. I have autism and adhd as well which doesn’t help me as it fuels my frustrations. I’ve already spoked to my priest about this but his advice doesn’t really do much for me either.
This is going to be a bit of a rant cause I feel like I’ve been completely screwed over for no good reason. As of last week I was told by my GM that since they don’t have any carryouts in the morning they will be moving me permanently with no real opportunity to come back to the yard. To say I’m disappointed is an understatement as I got a paycut and moved to one of the worse positions in the store and I’m doing everything on my own (mind you this is a extremely busy store). I haven’t done anything to warrant what to me feels like a punishment just because I’m newer. If you guys have any advice or tips on how I can move on from this would be appreciated.