Feel like I’m ugly and it’s ruining my life
Whenever I see myself in photos I can't help but see my self as looking disgusting and focusing on all the negative aspects e.g my jaw is to big or my eyes are wonky and now I refuse to take photos, as I don't like not looking like I do in the mirror, which then I do feel like I look pretty good
Therefore I feel like if I don't take photos, I feel like I'm not gonna have any memories to look back on or show my family
I've been told I am good looking by a few people (they were tipsy) but I have just been never able to see it, as my confidence is just obliterated whenever I see myself in a photo so it makes me feel like they’re lying
I don't wanna sound like l'm fishing for compliments but please let me know if I am going insane or if I should just accept the fact that I an ugly
Brutal honesty is preferred