u/Ms-Alexiajade

I’d really appreciate some advice from people further along in recovery - did you tell your friends about your eating disorder/recovery?

I’ve been dealing with an eating disorder for years and I’m finally getting proper help from a professional team and I’m about a month into genuinely trying to recover. For the first time I feel genuinely determined to make this disappear from my life for good.

One thing I’m really struggling with though is support.

I don’t really have much of a support system. There are only three people in my life who know about my ED currently.

My mum knows, but she has her own eating disorder and it’s just not something I feel able to talk to her about.

My sister knows and I can talk to her sometimes, but I think because this has gone on for years she’s almost lost hope in me a bit. I don’t blame her for that at all, but I don’t think she really understands what recovery feels like mentally.

Then there’s my boyfriend, who I live with, and who honestly has been incredible. He supports me constantly and I know he cares deeply, but I also know my ED affects him and affects our relationship too. He’s been with me through some of the worst parts of this illness and now with me through recovery- every challenge meal, every behaviour I’m trying to stop, every fear and anxiety that comes up during this process.

But I’m really aware that it’s a huge weight for one person to carry. I know he has his own life, stress and emotions too, and I’m scared of burning him out emotionally by making him my entire support system.

I have two close friends who I could tell, but I feel so awkward and embarrassed about it. Part of me worries I’ll make them uncomfortable or they’ll feel awkward. But at the same time, I also feel like I’m hiding a huge part of my life from them.

I almost feel disconnected from my friends because there’s this massive thing sitting between us that they don’t know about.

Recovery is something I’m actively working on, a huge part of my everyday, and of course comes with its challenges. So often I can seem distant, low or distracted. They’ll ask why and I’ll make up a lie about maybe being stressed about work, tired or just deflecting the question.

I guess I just wanted advice from people who’ve been through this. Did telling friends help your recovery/support system? Did it make things awkward? How did you even bring it up without feeling embarrassed or dramatic?

I don’t want to put pressure on anyone to “fix” me or become responsible for my recovery. I think I just don’t want to feel so alone in it anymore.

I’d really appreciate some advice from people further along in recovery - did you tell your friends about your eating disorder/recovery?

I’ve been dealing with an eating disorder for years and I’m finally getting proper help from a professional team and I’m about a month into genuinely trying to recover. For the first time I feel genuinely determined to make this disappear from my life for good.

One thing I’m really struggling with though is support.

I don’t really have much of a support system. There are only three people in my life who know about my ED currently.

My mum knows, but she has her own eating disorder and it’s just not something I feel able to talk to her about.

My sister knows and I can talk to her sometimes, but I think because this has gone on for years she’s almost lost hope in me a bit. I don’t blame her for that at all, but I don’t think she really understands what recovery feels like mentally.

Then there’s my boyfriend, who I live with, and who honestly has been incredible. He supports me constantly and I know he cares deeply, but I also know my ED affects him and affects our relationship too. He’s been with me through some of the worst parts of this illness and now with me through recovery- every challenge meal, every behaviour I’m trying to stop, every fear and anxiety that comes up during this process.

But I’m really aware that it’s a huge weight for one person to carry. I know he has his own life, stress and emotions too, and I’m scared of burning him out emotionally by making him my entire support system.

I have two close friends who I could tell, but I feel so awkward and embarrassed about it. Part of me worries I’ll make them uncomfortable or they’ll feel awkward. But at the same time, I also feel like I’m hiding a huge part of my life from them.

I almost feel disconnected from my friends because there’s this massive thing sitting between us that they don’t know about.

Recovery is something I’m actively working on, a huge part of my everyday, and of course comes with its challenges. So often I can seem distant, low or distracted. They’ll ask why and I’ll make up a lie about maybe being stressed about work, tired or just deflecting the question.

I guess I just wanted advice from people who’ve been through this. Did telling friends help your recovery/support system? Did it make things awkward? How did you even bring it up without feeling embarrassed or dramatic?

I don’t want to put pressure on anyone to “fix” me or become responsible for my recovery. I think I just don’t want to feel so alone in it anymore.

I’d really appreciate some advice from people further along in recovery - did you tell your friends about your eating disorder/recovery?

I’ve been dealing with an eating disorder for years and I’m finally getting proper help from a professional team and I’m about a month into genuinely trying to recover. For the first time I feel genuinely determined to make this disappear from my life for good.

One thing I’m really struggling with though is support.

I don’t really have much of a support system. There are only three people in my life who know about my ED currently.

My mum knows, but she has her own eating disorder and it’s just not something I feel able to talk to her about.

My sister knows and I can talk to her sometimes, but I think because this has gone on for years she’s almost lost hope in me a bit. I don’t blame her for that at all, but I don’t think she really understands what recovery feels like mentally.

Then there’s my boyfriend, who I live with, and who honestly has been incredible. He supports me constantly and I know he cares deeply, but I also know my ED affects him and affects our relationship too. He’s been with me through some of the worst parts of this illness and now with me through recovery- every challenge meal, every behaviour I’m trying to stop, every fear and anxiety that comes up during this process.

But I’m really aware that it’s a huge weight for one person to carry. I know he has his own life, stress and emotions too, and I’m scared of burning him out emotionally by making him my entire support system.

I have two close friends who I could tell, but I feel so awkward and embarrassed about it. Part of me worries I’ll make them uncomfortable or they’ll feel awkward. But at the same time, I also feel like I’m hiding a huge part of my life from them.

I almost feel disconnected from my friends because there’s this massive thing sitting between us that they don’t know about.

Recovery is something I’m actively working on, a huge part of my everyday, and of course comes with its challenges. So often I can seem distant, low or distracted. They’ll ask why and I’ll make up a lie about maybe being stressed about work, tired or just deflecting the question.

I guess I just wanted advice from people who’ve been through this. Did telling friends help your recovery/support system? Did it make things awkward? How did you even bring it up without feeling embarrassed or dramatic?

I don’t want to put pressure on anyone to “fix” me or become responsible for my recovery. I think I just don’t want to feel so alone in it anymore.