u/Much_Sky9823

why there's people that are happy when we feel sad

I made Dua so I can die but I'm still here Im really sick and tired of everything. I have been through a lot I don't wanna live any longer

I started praying when I was 17 yo then at 22/23 I quit praying till 30 yo I'm trying to pray but I always had a very difficult relationship with the prayer. I miss my prayers when I see people living their life while I'm here completely stuck for years I quit praying bc I feel for is different I'm gonna go to hell in anyways since my life never changes etc. So I miss prayers I'm not jealous but I'm like why not me? Why I'm living this life even if Im making effort why my Dua never really got accepted etc. Please don't comment with maybe your Duas that you are making are not good for you etc. Where's the bad side of finding a job after I studied, a car after I got my driver license? Oh I don't even mention marriage bc I feel like I it's impossible for me since I don't even basic things

I had a crush on someone couple of years ago, he never cared and ended up with someone else. And I don't know why it still hurts to think about, like why not me?

I'm 31 yo f I'm unmarried I don't have a social life, never had friends. I don't go out I live in a small ugly village in the west I hate they country where I live. I studied but I can't find a job no matter how to how any jobs I applied, I can't drive bc I'm scared. But jm scared of everything, I do pray but with enormous difficulties and sometimes I get severely depressed that I miss some prayers. I went through things that no one can believe and now I'm just empty I don't feel anything I'm just drained I don't have any goals. I don't want to marry I wanted in the past but it never happens and I feel like at my age is a lil late. Since young girls are alrady having kids. I feel very weird feelings I'm just here in life but I'm not alive my eyes are empty I don't even talk that much. Was I like that? No, I become like that bc I went through a lot

Is this normal?

Hello there, it's been really a long time, 2019 or maybe 2017 I don't really remember since I felt alive. I feel so numb and empty, I felt so depressed and I had days when I just locked myself in my room since I didn't find any purpose in my life. I worked so hard on lot of things and still got none of it, I feel so drained and stressed and just kinda hating everything. I have issues focusing or even think in a positive way, I don't have friends I'm not really a talking person I just don't find interest in anything. And I'm always rejected at jobs, even tho I studied etc. Nothing changes and I'm stuck to something that I don't know

Im having big issues with my prayers, I don't pray on time and lot of times I miss my prayer. It's just so difficult for me to pray and I have this no sense thing in my head, that if my life is not improving I'm not gonna pray. I went through a lot and still, as much as I tried to fix my prayer I can't, and I'm always thinking about my life my life is like that. Any advice?

Domanda, è normale sta cosa, allora io non parlo molto bene l'Italiano, ci provo e faccio errori delle volte nel parlare e anche nello scritto. Una ragazza mi prende in giro quando inzio a parlare cerca di prendermi in giro come parlo. Questa cosa la fa quasi sempre, cosa posso dirle?

Grazie

So I'm very drained to the point that I don't care about anything anymore. I just feel empty, hamduliallah that I'm not really that young anymore I'm 31 yo, but I feel like it's impossible for me to live that that. I need to lie to myself, I don't see a positive thing in anything.

I'm 31 yo f unmarried, I went through a lot, and still recently I notice that I'm changing, Im just so done with the everything that I stay the time alone. I feel very empty and I have 0 interest in everything, I don't even have the energy to think anymore. And I get it why, bc I went through lot lot of things that completely shifted the chemistry in my head. I am alone most of the time, at home I'm hated bc I'm useless etc since I made all the effort and I can't find a job. I smile at my siblings they insult me I try to help I get told go to your room. I don't have friends but I don't even care at this point. What do you think

Non so come pensarla, mi è stato offerto un lavoro come lavapiatti lontano quindi mi devo spostare. Facciamo la video call, ok ok e poi la signora cambia tono mi dice ci sentiamo nei prossimi giorni per la conferma grazie.

E io dico ma in che senso, quindi tutto questo non è confermato? Perché non mi ha detto tutto con certezza siccome sa che vengo da lontano, quindi sarebbe stato normale dire appena fai il biglietto fammi sapere ecc insomma qualsiasi cosa. Non le ho chiesto ovviamante perché dal tono la conferma sembrava dalla sua di parte non della mia siccome io avevo chiesto una data precisa per partire e andare a sto lavoro.

In piu dovevano anche dirmi com'è andata per uno stage, in un'agenzia di lavoro dopo una settimana non mi dicono niente perché "non hanno finito di fare colloqui ad altri candidati". Consigli? Grazie a chi rispondera

I can't pray anymore nor I pray on time, I have this stupid idea of mine, if my life is not improving I'm not gonna pray. How to not be like that?! I'm sick and tired of this idea, I wanna pray without expecting anything

Non riesco a trovare lavoro, l'ultimo lavoro è stato 2 anni fa come cassiera. Poi ovviamente ho fatto altri colloqui ma non sono andati bene, nel senso non mi hanno piu fatto sapere niente sono spariti! Venerdi scorso ho avuto un colloquio, stage in un'agenzia di lavoro. Ho già capito che è un' ambiente molto tossico e non è prevista l'assunzione da cosa ho capito. Mando curriculum su indeed, chiamo, cerco ma non trovo niente, mi sono laureata nel lontano 2019 e non ho trovato ancora nessun lavoro stabile. Non so come mai? Forse ci vogliono conoscenze?.. Ecco io sono la classica persona che non ha neanche amiche, non conosco nessuno quindi non so davvero come fare.

Cosa ne pensate?

Why

Assalamu alaikom, how can people just leave me alone, I don't have friends and I'm 31 yo f unmarried, never dated whatever. People see me weird, I see everyone marrying finding husbands but not me. I live in a very toxic environment and I'm done with everything. Oh and even tho I studied I can't even find a cleaning job, but I just want to be left alone. I'm sick and tired of everything.

How do you guys healed from sihr? I know bc I heard that, they did long time ago sihr to my parents, I do clearly suffer from it. Give your honest advice, jazaki Allah Khairan

my doctor told me that I need to check it if I have cancer, and I don't know why I'm happy, I really hope it turn out positive. I'm really done with this life, 10 days ago I turned 31 yo I'm unmarried never found a job even tho I studied, nothing work out and I'm always sad and depressed. I really really hope it turns out positive and the type of dangerous, it's been 45 min I heard this and I'm feeling a relief. My whole life was just depression and being stuck. I font know but it's like I have less anxiety, I really wanted to have a normal life but nothing ever worked out. I just hope this cancer will be fast running in my body so I havr no time to recover. I tried my best to live, make friends find a job be married and nothing worked out

OK so feel free to give me some real advices, I have a problem. I'm 31 yo f unmarried, I started to pray when I was 17 yo and at the age of 22 maybe I start quitting praying not complety I still would pray sometimes but 24 till 29 I didn't really pray daily. Now um starting to pray and I'm still failing at praying I feel like prayer is such an impossible thing to do for me. I feel extremely heavy and it's prayer time, I made lot of Dua so my life can change, I had 2 months or less no stop praying, I did Dua bc nothing seems to work out in my life. I'm stuck, I studied yet I can't find even a cleaning job, I'm terrified to drive. I don't have friends, no matter how hard I can work and pray nothing change. I'm still living in a toxic environment in a place that I really hate from my deep heart. I can't even breath I feel like there's a big rock on my heart. I can't cray anymore, I day dream a lot about the life that I wanted (very basic life). Yesterday i didn't pray yes, I have this problem, my thoughts start to talk to me "why you are even praying? Nothing really is changing, go take off your hijab a da start to date etc why you are always being correct yet you not even have a life". Today I prayed but with no heart, what should I do?

I'm sick and tired of everything. I'm quite old, I'm 31 yo f unmarried. I live in a place that I deeply hate, in very toxic environment, Im terrified to drive, I can't find a job even if I studied. Not even cleaning job, I applied to countless jobs, my life is completely stuck since 2019. I can't even pray anymore like normal people, I never ever been happy, never dated anyone, naver had friends, since I was 5 yo I knew that I have to run away from this environment so I started since I was 18 yo trying to move out find a job but you want believe it I never find anything. Recently I isolated myself I don't talk with anyone, and I day dream a lot about basic things that I don't have. I'm done I hope just to di3

I'm 31 yo f unmarried, I have been through a lot and still. I'm sick and tired of everything I just make dua to di3 but I'm still here. I'm feeling very numb nothing interests me at all. I'm empty I don't feel anything I have been struggling with doing lot of nothings and nothing work from thr 2019

Assalamu alaikom, so I'm numb I'm become like that I don't feel anything I don't have the energy even to think anymore. Sisters do you feel that way?