u/MyHustookmydog

This is my first time with mono I caught it 3 months ago but yet I still have it, it seems for months now, I’ve been getting sick over and over again, sore throat, severe diarrhea, body aches, chills, tachycardia, complete loss of motivation, fatigue that comes and goes, now I’m starting to become irritable because I’m just getting sick over and over again. I can no longer go to the gym because I’m constantly sick it’s like I keep catching it over and over again. There’s some points where I feel a little better but not fully recovered. Someone gave me HSV1 and mono in the same month. and I’ve been so sick ever since, and it’s starting to drive me crazy. I don’t know if I have some post illness syndrome or what I need to do. I can’t afford hundreds and hundreds of dollars for a naturopathic doctor, so I don’t know what to do because obviously something’s wrong because my immune system just will not stop. I am getting sick over and over and over again.

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1. CHD7 c.7960A>C p.Asn2654His rsID: none Zygosity: Het Ref: A Alt: C Freq: 0
2. KDM6A c.3136A>C p.Asn1046His rsID: rs765159063 Zygosity: Hom Ref: A Alt: C Freq: 0
3. KDM6A c.3137A>G p.Asn1046Ser rsID: rs750326975 Zygosity: Hom Ref: A Alt: G Freq: 0
4. CHD1 c.2896T>G p.Ser966Ala rsID: rs199740650 Zygosity: Het Ref: T Alt: G Freq: 0.0000411
5. PAX7 c.1033G>C p.Ala345Pro rsID: rs2089243527 Zygosity: Het Ref: G Alt: C Freq: 0
6. TAF2 c.1262G>A p.Gly421Glu rsID: rs61753748 Zygosity: Het Ref: G Alt: A Freq: 0.00218
7. KMT2C c.1402C>A p.Pro468Thr rsID: rs140919432 Zygosity: Het Ref: C Alt: A Freq: 0.000998
8. SUZ12 c.211G>A p.Val71Met rsID: rs149833913 Zygosity: Het Ref: G Alt: A Freq: 0.00461
9. STARD3 c.1055G>A p.Arg352His rsID: rs34408242 Zygosity: Het Ref: G Alt: A Freq: 0.0015
10. MT‑CYB c.580A>G p.Thr194Ala rsID: rs41504845 Zygosity: Hom Ref: A Alt: G Freq: 0.0008
11. SIRT1 c.53C>G p.Ala18Gly rsID: rs1431102999 Zygosity: Het Ref: C Alt: G Freq: 0
12. TAF4 c.3709C>G p.Ala124Pro rsID: rs1167483566 Zygosity: Het Ref: C Alt: G Freq: 0
13. TBP c.279_281del p.Gln95del rsID: rs752404282 Zygosity: Het Ref: ACAG Alt: A Freq: 0.00403
14. TBP ACAGACGCAG→A In‑frame deletion rsID: rs752404282 Zygosity: Het Ref: ACAGACGCAG Alt: A Freq: 0.000041
15. TAFI c.*424C>T 3′ UTR rsID: rs763417621 Zygosity: Hom Ref: C Alt: T Freq: 0.000430
16. CHD7 c.7960A>C p.Asn2654His rsID: none Zygosity: Het Ref: A Alt: C Freq: 0
17. KDM6A c.3136A>C p.Asn1046His rsID: rs765159063 Zygosity: Hom Ref: A Alt: C Freq: 0
18. KDM6A c.3137A>G p.Asn1046Ser rsID: rs750326975 Zygosity: Hom Ref: A Alt: G Freq: 0
19. SIRT1 c.53C>G p.Ala18Gly rsID: rs1431102999 Zygosity: Het Ref: C Alt: G Freq: 0
20. TAFI c.*424C>T 3′ UTR rsID: rs763417621 Zygosity: Hom Ref: C Alt: T Freq: 0.000430
21. TAF2 c.1262G>A p.Gly421Glu rsID: rs61753748 Zygosity: Het Ref: G Alt: A Freq: 0.00218
22. TBP c.279_281del p.Gln95del rsID: rs752404282 Zygosity: Het Ref: ACAG Alt: A Freq: 0.00403
23. TBP ACAGACGCAG→A In‑frame deletion rsID: rs752404282 Zygosity: Het Ref: ACAGACGCAG Alt: A Freq: 0.000041
24. TAF4 c.3709C>G p.Ala124Pro rsID: rs1167483566 Zygosity: Het Ref: C Alt: G Freq: 0
25. PAX7 c.1033G>C p.Ala345Pro rsID: rs2089243527 Zygosity: Het Ref: G Alt: C Freq: 0

Me and my doctor are wondering about emsam 6mg to see if it can help my pleasureless orgasms and my complete loss of libido i have severe anhedonia i do not feel depressed i also have serious cognitive dysfunction anxiety loss of spontaneous thoughts and socializing. I don’t have any reaction to sexual thoughts not physically or mentally i have the feeling of knowing it should be pleasurable and i want to do it but no reaction no feeling of libido

I’m 21 and have been dealing with SSRI‑induced anhedonia, PSSD, and POTS ever since stopping antidepressants. None of it went away. I’ve tried over 21 medications at this point (no MAOIs yet), including every SSRI, Wellbutrin, and stimulants. I also have severe C‑PTSD, which makes everything harder.

My tilt‑table test showed POTS with early orthostatic hypotension that recovers. Day‑to‑day, I mostly get a high heart rate and sometimes mild dizziness if I stand up too fast.

My doctor prescribed Emsam 6 mg, but I’m honestly scared to take it. I don’t want to trigger something dangerous with my autonomic issues. I’ve already been through so much with meds.

If anyone here has POTS and tried Emsam, I’d really appreciate hearing your experience.

Edit i also want to add I dont feel depressed like sad i feel very numb and emotionless and angry but its associated with the anhedonia maybe i have numb depression but i definitely cant feel sad anymore i use to cry every from age 8-18 im now 21 couldn’t cry if i wanted also i cant feel love anymore after ssri i know i love people but cant feel it if that makes sense like i would be distress if anything happened but love just feels different