M24, Struggling with life and friends and want someone to talk and guide me through this
I'm M/24, live in noida currently and I think I'm having worst phase of my life since 2020. I lost someone dear in 2020, struggled with my NEET exam, barely got a private college for which my father sold our only land to get me into this college
I am not good at studies, I always struggle with even basic stuff and I barely pass my exams(never got any supple or back luckily),
But the thing I struggle with the most is social interaction especially with girls, in my 1st year I didn't even know how to talk to a girl and was the shy silent and very repulsive type of guy in my batch, in fact I don't even talk with most of my male batchmates because I'm very bad at small talk
Now things are better, I have more female friends than male friends but one thing I again did wrong, the girl I was friends with since starting (she is that extrovert talkative and cute type of girl with main character energy),
I was writing my full story but reddit asked me to remove that as some particular type of keywords are not allowed here
I want to share my story with someone, if you want to know it just dm me
I would love to talk with you as I'm lonely right now.