u/Naive_Highlight_2115

I work in a govt. dept here in ranchi, my brother and my colleagues brother had cracked jssc cgl and got aso post.
Since the same has been cancelled now, what fate awaits them, could someone care to elaborate as a lot of things is dependent on their being in job, like marriage etc.
what avenues do they have that can be legally explored, also whyt is the govt acting so whimsicsal lately cancelling this and that.
i am sure there are genuine candidates as well who have cracked what about them, who will give them justice?
what are the protesting candidates thinking about them the genuine guys, i wanna know ur opinion as well.

Kyon bataoon ki kaisi khusboo hai mehki
Unke zulfo se etr ki kuch boondein hai chalki

En hawaon ko aaj kya hua hai
Inme tere sanson ki khusbu ki dua hai

Har manzar-e-firdaus me tumhara sath hai
Jis mahtaab se rask chandni bhi kare
Uske honthon pe sane chand mere zazbat hai

Kyon bataoon ki kaisi khusboo hai mehki
Unke zulfo se etr ki kuch boondein hai chalki

En hawaon ko aaj kya hua hai
Inme tere sanson ki khusbu ki dua hai

Har manzar-e-firdaus me tumhara sath hai
Jis mahtaab se rask chandni bhi kare
Uske honthon pe sane chand mere zazbat hai

फिर से खत खोल दिया है मैंने

कुछ याद दिलाने को, तेरी खुसबू में खो जाने को

कुछ अलफ़ाज़ पढ़ ली है मैंने,

उन भिखरी हुई हसरतों को बटोरने को

कुछ स्याही सुख गए है मेरी कलम में

बेदर्दी के लम्हे भुलाने को

कुछ पंखुड़ियां सजा रखी है मैंने

एक अनजान गुलिस्तां सवांरने को

फिर से खत खोल दिया है मैंने

फिर से खत खोल दिया है मैंने

कुछ याद दिलाने को, तेरी खुसबू में खो जाने को

कुछ अलफ़ाज़ पढ़ ली है मैंने,

उन भिखरी हुई हसरतों को बटोरने को

कुछ स्याही सुख गए है मेरी कलम में

बेदर्दी के लम्हे भुलाने को

कुछ पंखुड़ियां सजा रखी है मैंने

एक अनजान गुलिस्तां सवांरने को

फिर से खत खोल दिया है मैंने

की कैसे कह दूँ की तेरी याद आती है
कभी भुला ही नहीं वो हँसना तेरा
वो शरारत से ज़ुल्फों को सहलाना तेरा
महकते लबों पर लाना वो नाम मेरा
उन आँखों के मैखाने से छलकता ज़ाम तेरा
फ़ूलों को रश्क देता वो इत्र तेरा
तो कभी आफ़ताब भी पर्दा करता वो नूर तेरा
कभी भुला ही नहीं
अब कैसे कह दूँ की तेरी याद आती है

So these past few months were really a roller coaster for me emotionally and financially, but now i have decided to go whole hog into this prep. I am already in a job and i wanted to do something else.

initially wanted to start coaching for the last exam i cracked but then decided otherwise, i also had plans of becoming a utuber but then editing was too boring, actually upsc was on my head for quite long and now finally here, wish me luck and maybe join me in my journey, peer group nahi hai yaha mere aas pas actually

I work as ASO in Secretariat pay and all is decent for a T2 city but you know there is lack of a little zing in my life, relationships are all sorted, gonna marry soon, but i feel i have not made it for myself really big till now. I see these teachers on youtube and I think maybe I wanna become a teacher, then some day i see moto vloggers and i thinklets become a vlogger, and my foolish ass purchased a cruiser bike for this B2B traffic in city, then some days i think let's leave it all go to NSD and learn drama (i was good at skits throughout) or maybe join sadhguru or someone who inspires me

My thoughts are all over the place, they are never still, maybe i fear hardwork now and that is why they keep jumping from one dream to another. My skills are rather less terrific, BA hons in history, cracked ssc cgl 2018/19, then state ssc cgl exam, that is all for my achievements and yes I am good at quants and GA, got job straight out of college, so didn't get to explore other careers, actually money was short at that time with us.

I want to do something worthwhile may be some kind soul is willing to suggest something.