u/Nameless1353

​

You guys know the story of "Rich young ruler" right?

What was the meaning?

I was just calling my friend and there was a silence nothing was in my mind and "delete your account" pops up in my mind and it struck me with great fear

Idk if I'm that rich young ruler

I'm testing this thought rn and I can't stop overthinking

Was it a intrusive thought?

That account has some childhood memory and years in it, does this align with scripture at all?

I was feeling dreadful when something in my mind said "Delete your account"

Which that account has some childhood memory in it

I felt fear and dread when I kinda refuse to do it

I kept praying to God if it's was HIS will

I experience sadness and grief

Eventually I said "let this cup pass from me"

Then it disappear, I'm scared now I don't wanna lose faith

Hey guys can you help me out with a Big and huge and very very life decision?

I am young and I seek guidance from you Christians

Can you tell more about the young rich ruler?

Was it the love of money? Was it an idol?

Because I am facing that is similar

It's a gaming platform where mostly of my memories came from

I already let it go but something in my mind told me to "delete that account"

Is it the voice of God telling me? But when I thinked of it, it strucked me with panic

Any ideas?

They say God did not give us a power of fear but a power love and a sound mind

But when I think of it, it makes me panic

I don't know if Gods really speaking to me

Everytime I think of it I only get stressed

I'm scared of becoming the young rich ruler idk what to do

Please tell me what's conviction and fear

i didnt know it was under old testament until it said “burnt offering”

I got a new American standard bible and I have a KJV bible, I do not know how do I check them

Any verses to check or any advice?

And how do you clean a bible?

I try to Repent but I get fear and anxiety when I do, I don't think it's conviction

Please help me guys, I think I might be in a dangerous place

Also, what's the difference between conviction and guilt, condemnation,

Because when I try to follow him Jesus Christ, I'm always feeling anxious, like something's off,

Is it lukewarmism? I don't wanna be lukewarm, but guys, is using your phone for too long a sin? Maybe that's the reason why I keep getting anxious

CPU is Ryzen 3 3200G and the motherboard is A520M K V2 rev1.1, no keyboard lights, fans spin, one stick of 8gb ddr4, and YES there was no loud pop sound, I see something in the SSD tho it has a red led inside

Edit: I build my pc, I didn't buy it

I'm scared Idk what to do I don't want to harden my heart and the condition of the world is kinda bad

I try to stay on Guard but I have to distract myself or keep myself busy because if I don't I get intrusive thoughts and that thoughts is why I'm making this post rn

This is the reason why I keep staying up at night, this thoughts, but that's not the main thing, others things that I can't explain

I ask myself, why do I get scared every night and can't sleep? When I try and think of it, I can't think of something

Was it because of the phone? I use to distract myself with? I have to talk with the heavenly father more and manage my screen time

I mostly cut off video games because that's the source of wicked things, I just watch videos and I only come back at video games once a while

I want to soften my heart and want faith in the heavenly father

It's like I have opened my eyes and the others look like are sleeping spiritually

I remember this quote glass is fragile and can be melted back

But wood is strong but once it breaks it cannot be repaired it makes it even worse when u try and repair it

"How does this connect?"

What I'm saying is I want my mental health to be good

i got this 1050 ti and it wont work on my pc, my motherboard is a emx-A70fm2+ICafe, i got a 500w psu and a a10-7600 amd cpu, 16gb ram ddr3, it used to work in my previous my gigabyte 970a-ds3p motherboard, the cpu in it was a amd fxtm, no the gtx 1050 ti doesnt need a 6 pin connector