I preordered the 2 cute 2 poot puppycat plush from youtooz back in March and I could have SWORN the original ship date was in July. Now it's saying September and it won't arrive until November 😭 am I crazy???
That's the whole post. Just wanted to complain lol
He is 6 years old and he still acts like he's a puppy. He is high energy, protective, goofy and very sweet. What kind of mix do you think he is?? 👀
8 weeks... I am always EXHAUSTED
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I work a desk job where I sit or stand all day in front of a computer. That's all. But when I get home, I feel like i worked a full shift as a server at a super busy restaurant or something. I sit my butt on the couch and don't have the motivation to do anything around the house. The past week I have been feeling very guilty about it. After bringing my 5 year old home from her summer day camp (i pick her up after work) she wants to spend time with me by playing her little pretend games (she has such a beautiful imagination) but lately I've been telling her I am not up to it. My partner has been doing most of the housework. This past weekend I forced myself to do a load of laundry and vacuum, but it took everything out of me. I feel like a terrible mother/partner and I just wish I had something to give me a little boost 😩
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So we have a 4 day disney trip planned in about a month. I have told a few friends that my parter and I are really excited to surprise my 5 year old and all the responses have been "wow that's expensive." "Dont forget you have to eat there too, that's more money." "It's going to be so hot." "You're going to wait so long in the lines."
I'm honestly starting to feel really discouraged....
I did put all these things into consideration. We are planning everything we need to stay cool, and packing some of our own food. I was trying to do research and we are allowed small coolers with ice packs, right? I have a nice cooler backpack and figured we could pack sandwiches. Idk.....I suppose I am just looking for some encouragement. Are we going to be miserable??
I made a small crew of monsters and I am pretty proud of them!! Their names are, in order from left to right: Zomboy, Artemis, Batrick, and Marsha!
Marsha is supposed to be a swamp monster girl. She looks more like a mercreature but hey that was the best I could do 😅
Not quite nightmares, but stressful. Every single time. I am always dreaming about being in a place I am unfamiliar/uncomfortable with, or doing a task I don't like to do, and I am also always with people I don't know in real life. And they are always extremely vivd. I wake up feeling like I dreamt crazy vivid dreams all night long and got no restful sleep. This happens every night. I truthfully can't remember the last time I had a fully pleasant dream.
And I always wake up in fight or flight mode. It's like my alarm jolts me awake but my body is still in whatever place my dream was, and I feel extremely nauseous for about 15-20 minutes until I catch my bearings.
I just want to have sweet dreams 🥲 I want to dream about a nice vacation with the ones I love, or dream about flying or doing FUN things. Literally anything besides trying to find a bathroom that's actually private and not out in the open (I never do), or trying to navigate a school I've never been in before and getting lost and being late for class (I haven't been in college in 10 years), or trying to drive a car with breaks that dont work....they are usually more odd that that even, but these are just the ones I can easily explain lol. why is my brain like this