u/National-Basket-9531

Let's check up on some novels. Come on!!

What's the point? Who do I have to impress? If I die, I die. Nobody's going to attend my funeral anyway. Atleast I'll be useful as a wormfood.

I'll never experience love. That thought hits me like a truck. I'll never start my own family. I'll never have a daughter. I'm going to die alone. I'm going to end my bloodline. I'll never get to experience a hug. It stings my heart when I see people around me living my dream. Even evil people. Every human deserves to be loved. I don't. I have no choice but to accept it and I will.

27 pathetic years old. Not a single friend, Never been in a relationship, born loser, everything in life goes against to the point that I don't even fight anymore, insanely ugly. I'm called ugly, disgusting and nonsense every single day. This is a joke. 🤣🤣🤣, can't even kill myself properly. I'm a loser in that too. Don't know how to talk to people, people get disgusted by me and leave me without a second thought. I'll get clingy instantly. Like, WTF! I look at myself in the mirror everyday and feel like puking. I don't have the right to be clingy to people who give me 0.0001% of attention. Life hates me, death hates me, family dislikes me, relatives are disgusted by me. Think about it, this pathetic piece of shit never experienced a fucking hug. 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣. I don't want it anymore. All I deserved was getting molested by my classmates in high school and now I have trauma to even talk to guys without shivering. 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

I'm a 27 year old loser who never experienced a hug. Who never got friends. I'm a loser at reading too because the students are going to complain that they are not understanding physics. All my life I've experienced hatred. How can I love myself if all I've known is hate? I know I don't deserve happiness. I'm extremely ugly for that. Don't I deserve friendship? Don't I deserve a hug? Don't I deserve to hold hands? I tried to kill myself 3 times. All of those times I survived. I'm a loser at dying too. Even death hates me. So, why shouldn't I hate myself?

M27, I am suffering from depression since I was 12 years old. I tried different meds and spent shit loads of money on them. I'll be 28 in a few months. I'll make sure my physical body dies at my 30th birthday. I know for a fact nothing will change by that time. I tried before, I couldn't succeed. But I'm not afraid anymore.