Was given a stellar 2 year review at work, did 100 kb swings with 60lbs, made vegan rice and black beans.

Today was another day in a depressing spiral where I struggle to live. Yet, I perservier in spite of the dangers. The horrors persist and so do I.

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u/National-Insect-9453 — 1 month ago

Over a year sober, got a stable job at a very well respected place even though the pay sucks, and I managed to rebuild my savings after moving back in with my parents.

I also made amazing bread today. 🍞

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u/National-Insect-9453 — 3 months ago

Ive been clean for over a year, got a job at a great place even though the money is terrible 😑 😒, moved back home to save money, and I have been making amazing improvements in therapy. But I still feel crushing guilt because of my past failures and I don't know what to do. Seeking advice.

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u/National-Insect-9453 — 3 months ago

Stayed sober 😔 ☹️ 🙁 😟 and called 988. Received my 10th job rejection letter this week. And it is only Wednesday.

I work a poor paying job that doesn't require a degree even though I have a masters degree. But i know i can do more. I feel like giving up. I went to a building to jump off it but i couldn't get over the fence. Went home and called my cousin to hang out. I have overcome so much but i don't think 😕 anything 😕 was worth it.

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u/National-Insect-9453 — 3 months ago

Advice on arcane dex build level 100 appreciated.

Level 100

Vigor 32

Mind 19

Endurance 26

Strength 16

Dexter 27

Int 9

Faith 15

Arcane 40

Main weapon reduvia 10+

Second weapon bloody helice 8+

Dragon communion seal +4

Need advice on how i can help this build. If an enemy can take status effects I can do a lot of damage but I am stuck in a terrible grind otherwise.

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u/National-Insect-9453 — 3 months ago