I have no want to get sober. Should I be ashamed?
I am 38. Single. My kids are not at home anymore. Son is grown and has started a family of his own. My daughter lives with her dad full time and only visits me. My addiction isnt like the best but it isn’t like taking over my life. Idk I used to want to get sober but seems like that desire is dead and gone. I am addicted to meth. IV use. I hate how meth is like the most stigmatized substance anyone can be addicted to. It’s the worst part of it. Anyone says the “m” word and instantly you loose all credibility all respect all everything. You get put into a very isolating little box. Idk I guess I should want to get clean but I don’t