I have no want to get sober. Should I be ashamed?

I am 38. Single. My kids are not at home anymore. Son is grown and has started a family of his own. My daughter lives with her dad full time and only visits me. My addiction isnt like the best but it isn’t like taking over my life. Idk I used to want to get sober but seems like that desire is dead and gone. I am addicted to meth. IV use. I hate how meth is like the most stigmatized substance anyone can be addicted to. It’s the worst part of it. Anyone says the “m” word and instantly you loose all credibility all respect all everything. You get put into a very isolating little box. Idk I guess I should want to get clean but I don’t

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u/NegativeWhile2200 — 11 days ago

Please help me! Sores on butt and upper thighs. Chronic. Seem to linger.

This is driving me absolutely insane. This started about three years ago. I thought it was just ingrown hairs coming to the surface. Im 38. No underlying conditions that I know of. These are painful and will go away then come back in the same spots again months later. When this happens it’s like they erupt and cores come out. They leave scars that are terrible. This has ruined my self esteem amd it’s effecting my mental health really badly. I have become obsessive about it. I’ve tried everything you can think of. I thought if I just get everything out of them they would eventually go away. But it’s not. I have no insurance. No income. So seeing a doctor is really probably out of question. I’ve started bleach baths and it helps a lot to calm down bacterial infection and growth

u/NegativeWhile2200 — 13 days ago

Ingrown leg hairs these pop up from time to time omg help

This never happened before on my calf until this last two years i use sa soap and moisturize. My leg hairs are not even that coarse. Idk what to do the ones on my rear end and the backs of my thighs are horrific! I can’t live like this anymore . I’ve tried everything

u/NegativeWhile2200 — 13 days ago

Ingrown leg hairs these pop up from time to time omg help

This never happened before on my calf until this last two years i use sa soap and moisturize. My leg hairs are not even that coarse. Idk what to do the ones on my rear end and the backs of my thighs are horrific! I can’t live like this anymore . I’ve tried everything

u/NegativeWhile2200 — 13 days ago