u/Negative_Geologist89

I’m deleting this shitpost or whatever soon but honestly i keep hurting my bf over and over and over and over again. I hate myself so much like why the fuck am i like this I love him to death but ll i do is just strangle this poor man and make him feel so shit.
First few times, I lied abt my identity bcs my bf and I met online and like out of fear cus yeah it was online and I had shitty shitty experiences online before and insecurity but owned up to what I did. By then. His trust was already broken
This time, it was idiotic and stupid and so much more. I lied that I didn’t know what was going to happen in a show we were watching and like searched up the ending and so much more spoilers to a show we were watching and like honestly and reasonably it broke him completely, I ruined his vacation bcs this man has waited years and years for the free time we have rn and my shit ass got into arguments before and I hurt his feelings so many times by now, I hurt his entire world. This innocent, kind hearted and absolute gem of a person got hurt by a stupid, idiotic bitchass monster like me and it’s all bcs I wanted to be curious and I decided to spoil stuff for myself. It so stupid, like genuinely a kid would laugh at me I really really really fucking hate myself like I don’t even know what the fuckkk is wrong in my brain, I don’t know why decisions like this take place in my mindset I need some fucking advice but honestly what advice can I be given than to go suck it up bcs genuinely I did this actively and honestly wanna say absentmindedly bcs anyways I have a shit memory and don’t remember half the shit I spoiled myself with but whatever man, this is my fault and I deserve this bcs I deserve hell I deserve to fuckinh die or rot. Why am I hurting everyone around me why are my hands like fucking rose thorns like someone please just slap me and get me back to my sense or put me out of my fucking misery

feel free to talk absolute bs about me and cs I deserve it and talk crap abt how much of a shit gf I am, and more importantly just pls talk trash abt me pls i hate myself sm

hi so my bf has been feeling sad lately and I know why he is, bcs it’s mainly the fact that im not playing the games he wanted to play really badly and I feel super bad, like I genuinely do bcs I still can’t make my summer break a time where he feels loved and taken cared of completely. Long story short, he really deserves this it since he’s been so patient with me throughout this year and last year bcs I had a lot of academic pressure and he understood why I couldn’t show up as a gf as much. But now, when I finally have time, there were a lot of reasons from my end which made our summer break okayish and had some frequent arguments abt it. I really wanna own up to what I did and play his games more but mostly its becomes into me not in the mood/interest to play bcs I don’t really like survival games 24/7 and he knows it too so he tires his best to understand me but in the end, it causes the day to be wasted and he reasonably gets upset since he plays the games I like even if he doesn’t like it and ik these days matter a lot to him bcs he’s waited so long or it’s either the fact that I don’t have time to play the games he wants to bcs I get busy like having to go out or like other stuff. So like, I really wanna make smth big for him or a gift for him as we are LDR and also I want some advice too, like how I can as his gf show up more like this bcs he knows I’m really moody sometimes and stubborn which I’m trying to work on so he doesn’t have to deal with it 24/7..T_T

(And uh please no hindi. I barely know any Hindi.. 💔)

Hi, I haven’t played since 2023-2024, I have no clue what’s going on.. and like my biggest question is why is everything purchasable all of a sudden.. wouldn’t that like crash the market or am I missing smth :,] I just wanna know what’s been going on.. and the UI has changed a lot and no players at all.. I miss the old rh already.

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I also have 12 admin abuse eggs,2 crystal eggs, 1golden eggs, 12 endangered egg and lot of random pets

I'm mainly lf ride potions and fly potions

Guys please does anyone like anyone have a resource that explains the INS structure and paper pattern like how do we create an action plan etc please im begging you atp cus I couldn’t do any past papers bcs of my health.