u/NexoAaron

(not a native, there might be mistakes in what I write)

The book I'm looking for must have all of those in the title, I'm looking for a book which brings the sense of total despair and so on
The MC is stuck in his/her own head and the stream of consciousness is weird, distant, meaningless or terribly bizarre.
The only book i read so far that matches these aspects is "I'm Thinking Of Ending Things" by Ian Reid. The atmosphere and lore are spot-on. And look, i know it's not "extreme horror", it's just an example. I'm looking mostly for psychological horror, but self-harm gory stuff will make it even better. But the psychological part must be real deep and stuff, the book shouldn't be just a gore-fest with a suicidal plot. So feel free to suggest.

The only other criteria must be that the book should have a lot of stream of consciousness and ideally be first-person.

(not a native, there might be mistakes in what I write)

The book I'm looking for must have all of those in the title, I'm looking for a book which brings the sense of total despair and so on
The MC is stuck in his/her own head and the stream of consciousness is weird, distant, meaningless or terribly bizarre.
The only book i read so far that matches these aspects is "I'm Thinking Of Ending Things" by Ian Reid. The atmosphere and lore are spot-on. I'm looking mostly for psychological horror, but self-harm gory stuff will make it even better. But the psychological part must be real deep and stuff, the book shouldn't be just a gore-fest with a suicidal plot. So feel free to suggest.

The only other criteria must be that the book should have a lot of stream of consciousness and ideally be first-person.

(not a native, there might be mistakes in what I write)

The book I'm looking for must have all of those in the title, I'm looking for a book which brings the sense of total despair and so on
The MC is stuck in his/her own head and the stream of consciousness is weird, distant, meaningless or terribly bizarre.
The only book i read so far that matches these aspects is "I'm Thinking Of Ending Things" by Ian Reid. The atmosphere and lore are spot-on. I'm looking mostly for psychological horror, but self-harm gory stuff will make it even better. But the psychological part must be real deep and stuff, the book shouldn't be just a gore-fest with a suicidal plot. So feel free to suggest.

The only other criteria must be that the book should have a lot of stream of consciousness and ideally be first-person.

I'm looking for a book that:

· Is about Vietnam War
· Written from first person perspective, (good if it has a lot of stream of consciousness/inner monologue)
· From the infantry perspective (on the ground)
· Is not insanely hard to read for someone who doesn't know much war/army-related terminology
· Does not have any supernatural stuff/romance/modern agenda

Can be fiction or non-fiction
From any side's perspective

thanks

I'm looking for a book that:

· Is about Vietnam War
· Written from first person perspective, (good if it has a lot of stream of consciousness/inner monologue)
· From the infantry perspective (on the ground)
· Is not insanely hard to read for someone who doesn't know much war/army-related terminology
· Does not have any supernatural stuff/romance/modern agenda

Can be fiction or non-fiction
From any side's perspective

thanks

I'm looking for a book that:

· Is about WW1
· Written from first person perspective, (good if it has a lot of stream of consciousness/inner monologue)
· From the infantry perspective (on the ground)
· Is not insanely hard to read for someone who doesn't know much war/army-related terminology
· Does not have any supernatural stuff/romance/modern agenda
· Preferably italian/western front

Can be fiction or non-fiction

thanks

I'm looking for a book that:

· Is about WW1
· Written from first person perspective, (good if it has a lot of stream of consciousness/inner monologue)
· From the infantry perspective (on the ground)
· Is not insanely hard to read for someone who doesn't know much war/army-related terminology
· Does not have any supernatural stuff/romance/modern agenda
· Preferably italian/western front

thanks

i need recommendations based on this:

★★★★★ At The Gates - The Red In The Sky Is Ours (1992)
★★★★★ At The Gates - Gardens Of Grief (1991 Demo)
★★★★☆ At The Gates - With Fear I Kiss The Burning Darkness (1993)
★★★★☆ A Mind Confused - Poems of a Darker Soul (1995 Demo)
★★★★☆ A Mind Confused - Anarchos (1997)
★★★★☆ A Mind Confused - A Mind Confused (1995 Demo)
★★★★☆ Dolorian - When All the Laughter Has Gone (1999)

some of those arent mdm but are also to consider:

★★★★☆ Bethlehem - Dictius Te Necare (1996)
★★★★★ Thantifaxath - Sacred White Noise (2014)

german speakers here's a damn banger for you

don't know any thing that sounds more hopeless than his words at the end
"Where have you gone?

Why have you left me here?

Where are you?"

"aaaaauuuhhhggg"

dude's a legend