Help!!!
Okay so I'm 18f struggling through life , today i attempted sucide at night 1:20 I took around 19 paracetamol 500mg vomited a few so took more feels dizzy so I go to sleep wakes up at 7:12 almost fine so I drink all out (that mosquito killer) I get super dizzy my parents enter my room they realise and then the usual drama but i never told them my father notices the bottle hides it my mother thought it's period pain they made me drink warm milk with ghee Nthg happens I go to sleep wakes up fine thn I start feeling out of breath basically panicking so I cll my brother who lives in a hostel and was casually talking yk to distract but he somehow realises smthg is wrong so I told him he calls our parents and surprise they say that it's drama cause they loved me too much took care of me too much "toh m bigad gyi" and now they'll be harsh with me make me do all the house chores and everything but why m i still alive