u/No-Department-7810

I lost a lot of money and drowning in debt. I know I’ll earn that money again. But you know what is more miserable? I lost myself. I don’t fcking know myself anymore. This is not the person I grew up with. I fcking hate myself for not fighting my inner demons. The last five years of my life was so fcked up because of gambling. I let everyone down and more importantly I let my mom down. This is not the person they raised and wanted.

I said that I’ll quit gambling multiple times and failed all the time. Today, I finally had the courage to disable my Casino Plus account. I really hope that it will the start.

So this me, starting my life again at 29. Cheers to Day 1 of being clean 🍻