u/No-Hat4190

So im a 11th grader and im expecting a 1400 plus in my sat prollly will be a 80% to 90% student in 12th cause cbse marking scheme became messed up and im gonna volunteer this year get this finance foundation course done which is taught by a yale professor, prolly gonna volunteer in rural development programs next year summer im abroad for volunteering by helping kids in rural areas also gonna do a summer business program through a pretty good university and im gonna do this research workshop and publish my research paper by the end of it

Im applying to:

Keio economics program

Sophia:economics program

Waseda:business program

Nucb:business program

Apu:business program

What areas should i improve and what other things should i do to strengthen my cv

So i come from a family with well to do successful parents who can provide for me but the problem is i am indian and they believe they can hit me whenever i they want well that last time i was hit was in 8th grade but still whenever my dad screams at me or gets angry he threatens to hit me with a belt oh btw im in 11th grade rn im a female and it scares me kind of like trauma and when ever it happens my mum dosent get involved much or just tries to deflate situation but takes my dads side and whenever arguments and him threatening to hit me happens i just think about how easy it would be to just die and the only thing stopping me is fear and i feel like im going mad i was in boarding school that past two years and it felt like heavens its like torture coming back to my house oh and my sister is the golden chile who is going to the best law school in the country and gets whatever she wants sometimes she understands me but mostly shes at hostel and the only i relieve this stress with is sports and we just had a argument and they are mostly gonna make me stop that too so am i right in hating my family?