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How to know the good antifungal to take ?

How do I know which anti-fungal to take? Are there tests to determine which one is right for my situation? I really need this.

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u/No-Independent-599 — 4 days ago
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I feel like I'm going crazy, that someone is pushing buttons and making fun of me

Do you also feel like someone is messing with your body? For example, I had chest pain while resting; the tests came back normal, but now I get pain during exertion, so I have to go get more tests done far away from home. It’s the same for the rest of my body—but damn, what is this? Is it ever going to stop? I haven't felt normal for a single day in the past year. What did I do to deserve this? Okay, I’m not the best person in the world, but I just want to know: WHAT IS MY ILLNESS? That’s all I’m asking. I’m sick of not knowing what’s wrong with me.

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u/No-Independent-599 — 4 days ago

I’m starting to hate my family especially my mother. What should I do?

As salam A3leykoum

To cut a long story short: a year ago, I fell seriously ill, and since then, I’ve faced one horrible ordeal after another.

I’m the eldest of seven children, and I’ve had to step in as a father figure because their father my stepfather is completely useless.

I’m deeply emotionally invested, and that might be what’s finally broken me. I’ve always done everything for my mother, but lately, we’ve been fighting constantly and barely speaking. For instance, my younger sister wanted to attend a school an hour away; my mother refused because of the commute, gas costs, and so on.

But then our half-sister came back into our lives, and suddenly my mother wants to enroll my sisters in Arabic school. She even suggested enrolling my younger sister in a different school alongside our 27-year-old half-sister who doesn't have a driver's license, meaning she’d have to drive her to and from every class.

So why refuse the first school only to *propose this* later? There are so many examples like that things that make me lose my temper and make her seem detestable.

Deep down, I can't look at her the way I used to; I want to run away and never come back, but I love my younger sisters. Another example: my younger sister has been suffering from stomach issues for months. Even though *I’m* the one who is sick, I was the one who had to make the appointment for tests, because otherwise, they wouldn't have done it.

It’s as if she prefers seeking spiritual rewards elsewhere rather than in her own home; I just don't understand why she’s like this. These are just a few examples, but daily life is horrible. There’s screaming every day loud enough to be heard outside creating a suffocating, anxiety-inducing atmosphere.

And the worst part is, my half-sister was involved in some extreme stuff; now she’s back in our lives and spending time with my little sister, adding yet another ordeal as if I didn't have enough to deal with already.

She yells at and practically insults my younger sister over a bad grade, even though she’s autistic. There are a thousand other things, too. I can't take it anymore; I’m just suffering.

I know I’m not a perfect person, but this is too much. Why was I born just to suffer like this? I know life is a trial, but why is it nothing but negatives? Why do others get good things here and go to heaven? Why make me suffer in life, in my family, in my health, in my social life, in everything?

I’m writing this so I don’t bottle up all my hatred, but I already have some idea of what you’re going to write back quoting the verse that asks if we think we’ll be allowed to say "I believe" without being tested. Okay, but I already know that.

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u/No-Independent-599 — 8 days ago

I'm starting to hate my family more and more !!!

I've been very sick for 11 months. For the past two or three months, my little sisters have started getting sick (reflux, nausea, and stomach aches for one of them, who is 11 and autistic) and red, swollen eyes for the other, who is 12. And some members of my family say it's our fault we're sick. I'm the only one who insists it's mold spores because I have over 20 symptoms. We don't have any money; I can't get tested myself, let alone them, and seeing them suffer stresses me out and knocks me out for the whole day. I don't know what to do. Help!

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u/No-Independent-599 — 19 days ago

I’m watching twitch, and then woman comes and starts talking about how she had to get a lung transplant because of mold…

Even watching a stream quietly now triggers panic attacks in me.

She said she had mold behind her headboard, and I'm in the exact same situation. I'm sleeping in my garage now, but I think I've been exposed for a long time, and I'm afraid I'll end up like her, especially since I have a lot of chest symptoms.

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u/No-Independent-599 — 20 days ago
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[FR] Pour les francais(e) ici, quel test faire pour savoir qu’on as le CIRS svp ?

Bonjour je suis malade depuis 1 an casiment dans une maison moisi avec plus de 20 symptômes et je pense avoir aussi le CIRS

Mais j’ai aucune idée de comment le savoir, une idée svp ?

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u/No-Independent-599 — 22 days ago

11 months extremly sick, I need to see people in my situation..

Hello, I have been ill for 11 months now with all the following symptoms:

Tinnitus, dizziness, headaches, neck/cervical pain, earache, depression, anxiety, stress, strange sensation in the right side of my neck, upper back pain, severe chest pain when I touch it often, palpitations and a sort of electric shock sensation in the heart area, static shock?, pain that starts in one part of the body with chills that sometimes go up to the head, sometimes it starts in the foot, back, heart area, under the armpit..., digestive problems: reflux, GERD, stomach pain, H. pylori that I killed, occasional nausea, extreme constipation, food intolerance (I think milk + gluten), pain when I eat sugar, urinary problems, I have to wait an hour to empty my bladder, strange spots on the skin, pain in my right foot and right leg, chronic fatigue, joint pain, my left arm has been hurting for 8 months, it feels like it's broken, tremors, sometimes itchy, watery eyes, pain in the gallbladder area, loose 10kg, prominent vein and other things I have forget

I now sleep alone in my garage, waiting for death, which is inevitable even though I want to live.

This illness requires too much money, and I don't have much. I can't even find out what my illness is.

Today, I wanted to go jogging again, but I had to stop after 15 minutes because of a 5-second pain in my chest I had to go home a lot and I can't stop thinking about it anxiously. even though my ECG and cardiac ultrasound are normal..I don't understand anything ???

I'm 25 years old, and my life is already ruined. At least I'll have lived a quarter of a century. I don't go out anymore, so I don't see anyone, and the only thing I want is to connect with people who have the same symptoms and are in my situation right now, or who have managed to recover.

Why do I have so many different symptoms? From headaches to heart palpitations to stomach problems with pylori (which I killed), to gallbladder issues, constipation, urinary problems, etc., etc.

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u/No-Independent-599 — 24 days ago