u/No-Property4067

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im also wearing fuzzy boots but u cant see it

edit// is it peak guys heh.. ok bye

basically i have don e sh since i was 10, i can get others to stop and recover but its just not the same with me, i REALLY want to stop, especially cus if i dont im gonna be put in a mental hospital (although it would be better then my family i dont want to be away from my cat onyx ;3) anyways, i just dont know how to get myself to stop :[ ive been clean the past couple of days but it doesnt stop me i always relapse..

any tips on how 2 stop..?

No, this isn't clickbait my sister found my blades and went through my phone without my permission, (STORYTIME) I was at the doctors and it was me, my sister, my brother, and my mum, i gave my brother my phone before i left because i knew he would scream without it, when i gave it to him and went into the office my sister took the phone and went through it. (for context, i was being trafficked & had my blades in my phone case) My sister saw the texts and found the blades in my case and threw them away. She also told my mum and now i don't have my phone and if anyone finds out im posting this i wont be able to have access to the internet for years. ANYWAYS, i don't know what to do sh was my only mechanism to stop me from killing myself and i keep having thoughts.