r/selfharmproblems2

22 DAYS CLEAN PPL!!!!!!!

* i miss typed, its 22 days not 23 i fixed it tho:))

hi sorry this feels awkward and random i found this through a diffrent sh thing but this one seems like it encourages it less which is good anyway i have struggled with sh since i was 12 or 13 im now 20 and i still struggle with it and i have been trying to stop for years but i just cant seem to actaully stop the longest i have ever gone is 3 months without and like i had been doing it less and it still is less but like i havent had help since being a minor and that was help i was forced to go to so i didnt actaully talk to them and well i have my first appointment that i have chosen to go to this week and well i dont want to go even though i know i should cause in the past i have had bad experiances with getting help like being told im wasting their time and not struggling cause i dont look like i am but like other then the intake this will be the first appointment since i was like 15 and i just dont know how i feel cause like i felt worse after the intake appointment cause they where asking all the like risk questions around sh and asked if i could keep myself safe until the appointment which i said yes to cause like who is going to answer that honestly especially when it sounded like they where asking if i could not sh at all but the truth is that i actaully got worse after the appointment like relapsing more so i guess im worried the appointment this week will end up the same with me just feeling worse and like shuting down i can get somewhat non verbal when trying to get help or like overwhelmed or stressed i guess my point of this is does anyone have advise or like there experiance to maybe help me feel less bad about the appointment and stuff

im also wearing fuzzy boots but u cant see it

edit// is it peak guys heh.. ok bye

basically i have don e sh since i was 10, i can get others to stop and recover but its just not the same with me, i REALLY want to stop, especially cus if i dont im gonna be put in a mental hospital (although it would be better then my family i dont want to be away from my cat onyx ;3) anyways, i just dont know how to get myself to stop :[ ive been clean the past couple of days but it doesnt stop me i always relapse..

any tips on how 2 stop..?

We have a pool and my mom wants to go swimming soon. I do too, but I have some >!fresh cuts!<on my legs and she doesn't know about them, only the scabbed healing ones she knows about. What do I doooo she will get suspicious if she sees bandaids or if I tell her I don't wanna do it

well um i saw a random post saying that there was a new subreddit, so um ofc i came and joined IMMEDIATLY..... ive been struggling with sh for about six months now, and i am two and a half weeks clean:)))) but i do have a question........

is it okay to let a wound heal without a band aid?