u/NoWillingness5883

i 18f had an eating disorder almost my entire life but it got reallt bad when i was 16/17 i lost >!20!< kilos in 2 months. i was super skinny and still hated myself. i had a kidney infection and that forced me to eat more which lead to my binging in less than 6 months i had gained >!10!< back and i was stuck on those >!10!< and i hated it. then my scale ran out of battery for a few months and when i fixed the battery i had gained >!10!< more on top of that. i really do try everything sometimes i even think of relapsing but now i can’t lose a single kilo. could i have ruined my metabolism or something and how do i fix it. i don’t binge anymore and i do have some self control other than when im about to get my period please someone help it’s getting so bad

hello i (f18) have recently started to have consistent sex. i lost my virginity in january and have been having sex with my partner (18m) ever since . everytime his penis or finger inside me i feel like crying and sometimes i do cry. after we have sex i end up blacking out and forgetting big chunks of the sex. why is this happening??

i (18f) have been seeing this guy (18m) for about a while now. he’s my first real sexual experience with men (since i only dated women before him) he was the first guy i gave head to the first guy i had sex with etc. recently we explored me eating him out and putting my finger inside him (i have no issue doing) but i just think he’s enjoying it way more than i am? i want to please him but at the same time it’s not enjoyable for me. it’s not like he forces me to do anything he asks and i say yes because if he’s into it i’ll try to be. i also like the idea of it more than doing it. idk how to approach him about this and idk what to do about it because he keeps getting more and more into it by the second. what should i do?