u/No_Argument_5791

I've probably posted about this before but I'm not sure. My parenting style is very open when it comes to physical touching and nudity. My boundaries are relaxed and I never take issue with how my kids explore their curiosities. I dont hurt or force them obviously, but I do need outside perspective which i cant get from anywhere else .

Ive been okay for the most part but I feel like im still confused and isolated because of everything and I need help

Guess ive been feeling OK for the most part but as usual i get confused and lone sometimes and I wanna open up to ppl who've maybe been thru the same.

Having to filter out weirdos is the hardest thing and im honestly tired of it. Thanks for all the support from genuine people though

My husband is supportive but everyone else would probably see it as unusual so I cant be open and I cant get thoughts or advice.

Im very comfortable with nakedness together with my kids. Im sex positive, affectionate and touchy. I try my best bringing them up this way but im usually by myself because most people wouldnt relateI just want to talk it through and get opinions..I want to know if it makes me a bad parent or how I can improve the lifestyle ive established.

Theyre not biologically mine but Im truly happy we're bringing them up. My husband is so much younger but hes never criticised any of my decision even if he knows theyre uncommon.

People have been more supportive than I expected so I guess thats a good thing. But theres still much I want to talk of because nobody really understands.

Ever since I posted about my childhood, ive got nothing but men trying to shame me or minimise what im going through. Im being judged, im being hated, and nobody of my own gender seems to care. I hate to sound so frustrated

I got naked with my dad as a little girl

Need to get this off my chest.

I was never hurt or forced by him. He was my best friend and I always felt safe and loved. But I realize my childhood wasnt the same as everyone else's.

I always cuddled naked together, kissed him and slept skin to skin. I loved his penis, I loved his erections even though he was my first time seeing a man naked. I did lots of sexual experiments even though I was too young to even know what that was.

Sometimes id rub myself into him because it felt good to both of us and we'd feel closer afterwards.

There's so much I have to say but cant.

It started when I was 8 and continued every day till I left home.

Like i genuinely didn't expect so many like goddamn

Its very frustrating because I feel like id me much happier if I didnt have to keep it a secret. But given how judgmental people are, I just kerp it to myself until I cant handle it anymore

I dont even know if they were good or bad experiences. Theyre just unique to me and nobody can relate I guess. Anyway hopefully things get better but I wish I could actually open up about it.

Ive said this over and over because it never seems to change. It sucks that I have so much to talk about and I dont know if itsgood or bad, its just my life. But every time I say something people never take it seriously and im just left alone all the time.

I guess i could listen to someone less experiences as well. But most of all I just need to be heard. Im not a good person. I think im broken.