u/No_Doctor_3218

I'll start by saying technically I'm her boss... She doesn't work for me directly but technically everyone does with the way the business is structured. I'm recently single after my marriage broke up so I know I'm not in the right mindset to pursue anything. Gotta work on me first and get rid of my own baggage as well as I can. But I can't stop thinking of her. 40 yrs old and I feel like a kid again around her. I've been professional and I'll keep it that way. I haven't changed the way I act towards her but damn it's hard.

Kiaora whanau.

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Ko nga puhi tōku iwi. Ko ngati rangi tōku hapu. Currently living in Southland. Been thinking about mataora for the last few years after my parents passed. Obviously I have to speak to my extended family about it but what's the process. Always thought I would have to travel home to get it done.

Been drinking pretty much daily for the last 22yrs... Except for a recent nine month stint. My wife left me so I fell back in to old comforts. So starting all over again. Today is day 1... Wish me luck