u/No_Document7340
▲ 2 r/Crush
I stalked my crush on Spotify
"I’ve had a crush on this guy for over two years. In the beginning, I actually misheard his name and was too afraid to ask him to repeat it, but I really liked him. I lowkey Heard his name panther (his name was pendar) 💔(how the fuck i even heard his name Panther) i looked at him to say he was just kidding but he was dead serious so i never ask him again i thought it would be really rude to say your DID YOUR MUM REALLY NAMED YOU THAT that on our first convo , i literally thought that what if his mother or father was a big fan of Black panther (i literally imagine his mum doing the Wakanda pose) they didn't name him Panther because Black panther would be too racist ( his whole family was white, like he was Persian ) And One day, I accidentally found his Instagram profile and saw a girl in his profile picture. I felt so jealous. Deep down, I kept hoping they would break up, but they’ve been together for almost four years now.I just can't seem to get over him. I ended up stalking his digital life i literally stalked his whole family ( his family is really coo and friends tool)—I'm probably the first in my family to ever stalk someone on Spotify! I found his Spotify account from his friend.A few months ago, I saw he made a playlist with their photo together and named it 'S' after her. He changed the photo within a day .It made me so sad that I deactivated my Instagram. He never even accepted my follow requests(i request his if from my spam id ); he just wasn't bothered.His girlfriend seems amazing and socially confident. She participates in competitions, does social work, goes to parties, and looks gorgeous in short skirts and bodycon dresses. As a shy girl, I feel so sad asking myself, 'Why can't I be in her place? But I know I’m the exact opposite of his type. I hate parties, I'm incredibly shy, and I wear oversized t-shirts because I feel uncomfortable when people stare at my body(mostly at my boobs).I don't know what to do. I still love him, but I'm terrified to talk to him. The first time we spoke, I froze up because my heart was racing, and I think he just views me as a weird, shy girl. I just don't have the courage to talk to him, or anyone else right now. I HAVE NO CHANCE FOR SURE I'M JUST SOO SHYY AF AND AWKWARD AF
Any suggestions/advice?! Very much needed
Note for my crush -
I hope this thing doesn't reach him in future.
I would be cooked af 😭 🥀 and he would freak out after reading this shi- and will probably never talk to me again( he already never talk to me )
I'm sorryy . if you(my crush) read this please don't discuss this with me I'm super awkward already! imagine it never happened (I'm a great overthinker)
u/No_Document7340 — 2 days ago
▲ 9 r/bahai
Why can't the womens join or be a member of the Universal House of Justice
WHYY although the bahai faith has given more equity and understanding towards women then other religions as far as i know but whyyy can't women work or be a member of the highest position of baha'i faith which is UNIVERSAL HOUSE OF JUSTICE
Please explain me this
u/No_Document7340 — 3 days ago
▲ 3 r/Dreams
I somehow saw a part of future it's a dream when I was in 7th
So when I was in 7th class
REMEMBER I WAS IN SCOUT GUIDE!!
i had a dream in the morning. where I saw a place looks like a school but it wasn't my school nor my previous schools and I saw a poster like of this it was hanged in the walls and i saw a black man who was playing basketball and was a NBA player and it beside him was written a quote i don't remember it right now but as soon as i woke up i wrote it down before i forgot it because I just had a weird feeling of what if it was true and i saw my future and i also saw that in i was standing in a circle with group of people my age and teachers (so basically it was a scout guide camp and we were doing the prayer of scout guide if you were a in SCOUT GUIDE you would know it ) and i saw and remember the faces of two female teachers and i saw my one of the friends from previous schools who ran towards me because I got transferred to different schools and it haven't been long time so they were missing me (she was my ex bestie but we lowkey were still friends i don't want to be here friends anymore but she want's willing me to leave completely) and i saw a fish tank too it was a different schools i never saw but it feels soo real and just like soo detailed even the bordes had the proper decoration and posters on it (LIKE HOWWW THE FUCK IT WAS SOO DETAILED AND EVEN LIKE IF I HAD A DREAM IT WOULD BE LIKE A DREAM NOT REALITY)
(I WAS IN CLASS 8TH back then)
AND THE CRAZYYY PART STARTS FROM HERE
I lowkey Waited for few days to it to happen and kept my diary in which I had written the qoute by a NBA player but it didn't happen so i thought I'm being crazyy so i just tore the page and throw it in the dustbin ( I WAS GETTING A FEELING OF IF UNIVERS KNOWS THAT I KNOW IT WILL HAPPEN IT WILL NOT SO I THROW THAT PAGES) AND I can't believe after few weeks or months later we had a scout guide camp and we went there and I just recall this dream and what happened in it and it was I was soo SHOCKED to see the SCHOOL has the same interior as in my dreams !!!
(I NEVER VISITED THIS PLACE SOO HOW COULD I POSSIBLYY GET THIS IN MY DREAMS)
And i thought I'm being crazyy there's no way that I saw it before it even happened and then the most unexpected thing happened I saw my ex bestie run towards mee like i told you before in the paragraph if you remember! And the two female teachers i talked about was my guide captains and head
and when I walked into the assembly area I saw the NBA player qoute it was the same qoute I saw in my dreams I HAD PUT THE PHOTO OF THE NBA PLAYER i told you i don't even know about him how the hell would i know his qoute or see him
I saw my future in my dreams and later on connected the dots and got to know that some I saw a part of future in my dreams (subconscious mind is crazyy af)I was so scared of dreaming or sleep that i didn't want to go sleep and currently I'm not getting these future telling dreams but sometimes it feels so real to be true
u/No_Document7340 — 3 days ago