Guys im so stressed out I wont 2 tickets to a concert. But I accidentally released them at checkout after applying the code, and now it's saying there are no tickets available. google is saying to wait 10 minutes to try again but I'm scared I lost my tickets. Does anyone have any idea if I'll be able to get my tickets?
Why did it go from 38 to 40. Like be so serious they thought we wont notice or something☹️
So these are all 2-5 weeks old and the cross out ones are just ones i itched tm coz theyre rly dry. But im just wondering how to get rid of the hyper pigmentation around the scars. As far as I rmbr, it never used to darken this much, but the last time was abt 3 years ago so Im not sure if i did smth abt it. If anyone has suggestions abt how to get rid of dark spots and itching, please let me know. And also how long do you guys think they will take to fade.
cannot afford vela anymore✌️
Any suggestions
Okay so this is a really long story, but basically I'm incredibly nauseous and haven't been able to sleep or eat and I have this constant feeling of impending doom, and I cant talk to anyone in my life about it because they all have pre existing opinions.
So I met this guy in school 3 years ago, apparently on April 14th, 2023(according to him, also apparently the day he fell in love with me??) But basically the first time we met it I felt something and maybe it was because he shamelessly stared or I don't know, and everyone around us noticed as well. And for weeks after that we kept bumping into each other, so I started joking with my friends that it's fate(may or may not have jinxed myself)
And then we both started hanging out at the same "youth space" and he would just really try and make an effort to talk to me. But thats where I learned he had a girlfriend(she didn't go to our school) and they met when they were like 14. So instantly I was put off, because I met his girlfriend, but his behaviour didn't really change. But take into consideration he never really acknowledged that she's his girlfriend, thats just what she kept saying. And his girlfriend obviously noticed and started acting wild towards me as if it's my issue her boyfriend doesn't like her. And the thing is it wasn't just me, because disliking me atp was at least a little bit valid. But she was hating on every girl who would breathe near him, including like his cousins, like it was absurd. And this led to like serious fighting.
So at school I more or less started pressing him in the halls whatever, and like in classes we were just really hostile, and then we started going out of our own way to cause issues for each other. Like genuinely he also started stalking me, started showing up at my house at 7am, and following me around in his car, and he'd just call me on no caller id(never gave him my number). and it was just wild. Obviously I retaliated but physically and like involving people. And then we got suspended at one point.
Also, he never ever yelled at me or anything, he'd kinda just roll his eyes and allow it to happen when I pressed him. I mean he would taunt me and make snarky comments. But when his friends started saying crazy things to me, like his guy friends would call after me in the halls and his girls would wanna fight, but then I heard from one of them that he would always defend me and I was really caught off guard because this guy really hated me.
And when we got back from our suspension we completely avoided each other, like i could genuinely see his veins pop out and smoke come of his ear every time we bumped into each other. And then I became friends with one of the girls in his group, and we ended up talking about the situation, and thats when I found out his weird ass gf had been broken up with when they were like 15.
And at this point it's deep into 2024 and we've been graduated. And I'm getting no caller id calls from his "gf" saying im ruining her relationship as if me and this man hadn't stopped completely talking. So I confront him, and we more or less start fighting again, and he starts fighting with her, and then I just get like 20 unknown calls a day from her and all her friends.
And then on new years, him and I bump into each other, and we get into a full blown argument, and for the first time he's yelling back at me, but like we start losing the plot.
He stops yelling nonsense, and then tells me about how she's completely out of his life bla bla they were never really together and he doesn't even blame me. And then admits how much he wanted me, but I was just still so angry about everything that had happened and I told him I never wanted to hear from him again.
Despite that I started getting no caller id calls from his friends. And then April 2025, I became really ill and I ended up being in hospice for a month. He had no way of knowing because I didn't really tell anyone and we go to different uni's. But he found out and showed up with flowers and we talked for a really long time, but calmly for once, but I ended up saying I just wanted to be done with all of it. So he left me alone, until November, when his friends started calling me again.
And then he called me, in December, and claimed he had no idea, and then ended up telling me about how his brother was in the hospital and it was really serious, so he was distracted, otherwise he would have put a stop to the calls a really long time ago.
And then since then we re-entered each other's lives, as "friends". We started hanging out and immediately we were the closest person to each other.
And I thought of him as just a friend, until one night we had a conversation, and ended up discussing baby names, and he told me his first, mind u they were really ethnic and really not common, so imagine my surprise when they were my exact names spelled the exact same way, one for a boy and one for a girl(fate??). They were his third choices tbf, and they happened to be my first choices. But we never talked about it after that because I acted like it made me really mad.
And then he decided to buy me one of the really big expensive jellycats(mentioned it one time) for getting through my exams, and the thing is it's really hard to find so he wasted so much time on finding it. And i decided to make him a teddybear, obvi i would have done more if i knew what he was going to get me. And for some reason we ended up not being able to meet up till valentines day, and it ended up looking like real couple shit yk. But we never talked about it, we just kept acting like a little more than friends until a few days ago.
We were out at and catching up, and he started telling me about a girl, and for some reason i got really irritated. But i didn't act irritated, i told him he should profess his feelings for her. But then he said he has feelings for another person, feelings that cant be replaced. So i pressured him to go on, and he admitted it was me. and Idk if i should regret doing that completely.
I didn't know what to say and I guess I didn't react well, and he ended up saying he could never find anyone as attractive as he found me, but he see's me as just a friend. And then I got really irritated and I told him he cant just say things and we argued for like 3 hours till he finally understood and said he thought thats what I wanted to hear because he thought I didn't share the same feelings. So we ended the night with a note that we both have feelings for each other.
And then the next day, he acted like it was all casual, and I just couldn't do it. And we ended up arguing again, he said he didn't know what I wanted from him, because there were multiple guys I had been on dates with recently, while he had been waiting for me and was apparently prepared to wait for me forever. And started saying he doesn't know what I want so how should he act, but the thing was he never really told me what he wanted, and he denied wanting me at all, so I told him to be straight forward.
And then at this point this man is in tears and he tells me he's been in love with me since April 14th, 2023. And that he would marry me today. And i just sort of stared at him in shock, because at this point Im nauseous. Because what the hell?? we literally spent 2 years making each others lives hell.
He can obviously see my reaction and ends up saying I don't have to say it back and I can take my time, and even if I don't feel the same he'll thug it out because he doesn't want to lose me. Mind u this whole conversation was 9 hours somehow, and it's 4AM. So I told him he would never lose me and I do have feelings for him but he really caught me off guard, and then he drove me home and said goodnight.
But all of today he's just been talking to me like nothings happened and is acting like im less than a friend honestly. So I confront him and he tells me what happened yesterday isn't effecting him at all.
So now im just even more nauseous, confused, and I don't know whats going on anymore or what to do.