u/No_Value9629

As someone who is suffering from BPD, with severe abandonment issues, I have been left all alone every single time I go through an episode of depression by the people that claim to love me. Now, i understand that it is a traumatic experience for people to see that their loved one going through a very difficult situation but most of the time, its just really that we are hoping to matter and hoping to get a sense that we belong somewhere. A little kindness goes a long way.

Now, I hate BPD. I think i get extremely dark for the people in my life. My partner discarded me and blocked me cause he said he doesn’t wanna worry about me anymore and don’t want to see me cutting my wrist in front of him anymore. I dont cut my wrist, i just try to converse but when we do, i always tend to be too dark and say my goodbyes. Ultimately I just wanted to be comforted.

I talked to a friend 21FM recently and they have told me that i should focus on myself. I hate to be like this but I lost everyone and suffering with BPD it makes me feel even more worthless and unable to be better being alone. I feel abandoned and worthless. My friend told me that if it was them they would also leave their significant other because they wouldnt want to worry constantly about whether the person they love is going to die or not, and they need to get better on their own first to show that they are.

I dont know how to feel about it. How do you get better with BPD and Major Depression alone?

As someone who is suffering from BPD, with severe abandonment issues, I have been left all alone every single time I go through an episode of depression by the people that claim to love me. Now, i understand that it is a traumatic experience for people to see that their loved one going through a very difficult situation but most of the time, its just really that we are hoping to matter and hoping to get a sense that we belong somewhere. A little kindness goes a long way.

Now, I hate BPD. I think i get extremely dark for the people in my life. My partner discarded me and blocked me cause he said he doesn’t wanna worry about me anymore and don’t want to see me cutting my wrist in front of him anymore. I dont cut my wrist, i just try to converse but when we do, i always tend to be too dark and say my goodbyes. Ultimately I just wanted to be comforted.

I talked to a friend recently and they have told me that i should focus on myself. I hate to be like this but I lost everyone and suffering with BPD it makes me feel even more worthless and unable to be better being alone. I feel abandoned and worthless. My friend told me that if it was them they would also leave their significant other because they wouldnt want to worry constantly about whether the person they love is going to die or not, and they need to get better on their own first to show that they are.

I dont know how to feel about it. How do you get better with BPD and Major Depression alone?

As someone who is suffering from BPD, with severe abandonment issues, I have been left all alone every single time I go through an episode of depression by the people that claim to love me. Now, i understand that it is a traumatic experience for people to see that their loved one going through a very difficult situation but most of the time, its just really that we are hoping to matter and hoping to get a sense that we belong somewhere. A little kindness goes a long way.

Now, I hate BPD. I think i get extremely dark for the people in my life. My partner discarded me and blocked me cause he said he doesn’t wanna worry about me anymore and don’t want to see me cutting my wrist in front of him anymore. I dont cut my wrist, i just try to converse but when we do, i always tend to be too dark and say my goodbyes. Ultimately I just wanted to be comforted.

I talked to a friend recently and they have told me that i should focus on myself. I hate to be like this but I lost everyone and suffering with BPD it makes me feel even more worthless and unable to be better being alone. I feel abandoned and worthless. My friend told me that if it was them they would also leave their significant other because they wouldnt want to worry constantly about whether the person they love is going to die or not, and they need to get better on their own first to show that they are.

I dont know how to feel about it. How do you get better with BPD and Major Depression alone?

As someone who is suffering from BPD, with severe abandonment issues, I have been left all alone every single time I go through an episode of depression by the people that claim to love me. Now, i understand that it is a traumatic experience for people to see that their loved one going through a very difficult situation but most of the time, its just really that we are hoping to matter and hoping to get a sense that we belong somewhere. A little kindness goes a long way.

Now, I hate BPD. I think i get extremely dark for the people in my life. My partner discarded me and blocked me cause he said he doesn’t wanna worry about me anymore and don’t want to see me cutting my wrist in front of him anymore. I dont cut my wrist, i just try to converse but when we do, i always tend to be too dark and say my goodbyes. Ultimately I just wanted to be comforted.

I talked to a friend recently and they have told me that i should focus on myself. I hate to be like this but I lost everyone and suffering with BPD it makes me feel even more worthless and unable to be better being alone. I feel abandoned and worthless. My friend told me that if it was them they would also leave their significant other because they wouldnt want to worry constantly about whether the person they love is going to die or not, and they need to get better on their own first to show that they are.

I dont know how to feel about it. How do you get better with BPD and Major Depression alone?