I don't know how to word it but I'm just at such a loss. my abuser still has occasional contact with me due to being family and I can't do it anymore I'm tired of being preyed on even if he died (he's quite old) everything he's done to me would still be there I feel like theres no escape other than killing myself
in a good way...could eat this by the spoonful
my school has a trip to disney in november and I actually have no clue what to do :') I scrolled through aaaall the menus for so long and only came up with 4 things I like (2 of which are just snacks and not proper food). my friend plans on bringing my safe foods that are like transportable but I'm anxious about not being able to have actual full meals for an entire week
its drivingnme insane im googling it so much and I know the plot but I cant find it....it was like this little boy went to the grocery store by himself i think he had a list and he needed bluberries and milk(? maybe heavy cream) I think he was making a cake or pancakes or something and there was an employee helping him find stuff
(fyi its not "pancakes, pancakes" that kept showing up)
I take karate classes every tuesday and Thursday and the workout part has almost never bothered me and when it has its never been this bad, I'm so confused? I know attacks can happen randomly but I just don't understand
maybe don't read when you're little it might be upsetting but those who also regress due to trauma, do you ever like, suddenly get afraid to regress because of the mentality that comes with it? like I was really looking forward to it then I thought of said trauma and it just completely made me too scared to
its not really a proper one cus i dont have the stuff for that but :)
hello! I'm not really entirely sure how to word this but its been on my mind for a long while and it never occured to me that I could ask people with experience :') Ive always been "picky" my whole life but in the past few months it's kind of occured to me that it feels more severe than just being picky, yannow? I won't eat any meat at all in any form except for crab (sparingly) and occasionally chicken (but it has to be a certain kind), I always opt for specific brands of things and I'll remember which brands I like the food of, food being different in any way throws me off so bad I won't even want to touch it. like if it smells or looks weird or if its a different color or something I won't go near it. I have 2 or 3 safe foods that I'm willing to eat almost any time but they have to be the right brand (and I've liked them since I was like 5). I also won't let my food touch even if they're both the same texture and if they do touch I won't eat it. I lowkey don't feel like counting all the foods I'm okay with right now but almost every single one is a bland color and flavor with a pretty plain texture. at things like thanksgiving and other big holiday dinners I usually only have 2 or 3 things on my plate out of the like 8 or 9 options. also forgot to add (going to try not to be tmi ^^) if somethings ever..came back up I completely refuse to ever eat it again even if I enjoy the food
hello!! I was wondering if anyone here could give me ideas on things to do when I'm little? I usually regress to 2 and I get bored of coloring quickly, but my options are also limited since my parents don't know I regress and I have to keep it in my bedroom :') thank you!!