u/Nomoretotell

And why the hell can't I? The world is the source of all of my problems. The world created me beyond my control and consent. The world created other people who cause problems for me. The world gave me physical and mental problems that I have to live with probably until I die. The world is the source of (my) suffering. Point blank. I can only do so much to "be positive" or "change my perception" when the world keeps sh*tting on me from every angle. My problems (that I didn't ask for) prevent me from "progressing in life", and even with "progress" I'll just die at the end of all of my efforts. I used to have my own reasons for appreciating life and existence, BUT THE WORLD TOOK THEM FROM ME (long story). It doesn't matter how well life is going for you: you can (and inevitably WILL) lose everything eventually. For various reasons, I WAS glad to have existed, but now those reasons are gone, and it's almost like I never even had them to begin with. And that can happen to anyone at any moment. Why bring life into this world when they'll just lose everything they care about, including themselves? This is f*cked.

And why the hell can't I? The world is the source of all of my problems. The world created me beyond my control and consent. The world created other people who cause problems for me. The world gave me physical and mental problems that I have to live with probably until I die. The world is the source of (my) suffering. Point blank. I can only do so much to "be positive" or "change my perception" when the world keeps sh*tting on me from every angle. My problems (that I didn't ask for) prevent me from "progressing in life", and even with "progress" I'll just die at the end of all of my efforts. I used to have my own reasons for appreciating life and existence, BUT THE WORLD TOOK THEM FROM ME (long story). It doesn't matter how well life is going for you: you can (and inevitably WILL) lose everything eventually. For various reasons, I WAS glad to have existed, but now those reasons are gone, and it's almost like I never even had them to begin with. And that can happen to anyone at any moment. Why bring life into this world when they'll just lose everything they care about, including themselves? This is f*cked.

And why the hell can't I? The world is the source of all of my problems. The world created me beyond my control and consent. The world created other people who cause problems for me. The world gave me physical and mental problems that I have to live with probably until I die. The world is the source of (my) suffering. Point blank. I can only do so much to "be positive" or "change my perception" when the world keeps sh*tting on me from every angle. My problems (that I didn't ask for) prevent me from "progressing in life", and even with "progress" I'll just die at the end of all of my efforts. I used to have my own reasons for appreciating life and existence, BUT THE WORLD TOOK THEM FROM ME (long story). It doesn't matter how well life is going for you: you can (and inevitably WILL) lose everything eventually. For various reasons, I WAS glad to have existed, but now those reasons are gone, and it's almost like I never even had them to begin with. And that can happen to anyone at any moment. Why bring life into this world when they'll just lose everything they care about, including themselves? This is f*cked.

I was over on r/raisedbynarcissists when I relized that the stories there and the geaneral concept/theme are relatable to this subreddit. Just thought I'd share.

It's generally "parents" prioritizing their own petty insecurities and desires over the well-being of their children, but even more than usual.