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I had a dream and it was some normal one then a chair was put outside and I was made to sit there then fire works started I was looking in awe then something spherical and burning from the fireworks came towards me and went back and tried to enter through back of my head I caught it and tried to pull it but it was trying on full force to enter through the back of my head...then I managed to throw it out then I saw an orb very nearby it was disappearing and re appearing...I woke up and my heart was racing even though I was not scared in the dream...can it be glimpses of alien abduction...is there any similar stories

I also had another lucid dream 3 months back where I got aware in it and was questioning it since everything looked fake suddenly I was in a laboratory and some one was discussing why I was able to be aware and I was just a energy blob in some kinda giant petri dish...and this lab part didn't feel dream like it was different

I'm in season 2 episode 21 and until now Ive been noticing the number 147 being repeated...is there any significance there ?

Im 6 episodes in the first season and I feel the episodes are very similar and I heard that fringe is very good but is it gonna get better or am I too late to watch this

I always hated people who doesn't know that love is everything and spreading hatred because of their unresolved issues...ive always thought it was so easy to love but to be loved seemed absolutely crazy impossible (atleast in the way I love people pure unconditionally) coz I've never had anyone in my life give me what I give others ...not even 50% and I have always chosen to love whatever life throws at me and I've always been proud of that even though people thought I am naive...but I do feel angry and fear but I consciously chose love again and again..

I always ask God why...why is that I never get to know that love...I used to mourn the death of my old happy self.

Until I came to know that I never gave that unconditional love to myself only after childbirth and the shit that I've been through, I know I deserve so much love...but in the process I saw myself change...I fought for myself with myself and others...it was hell...so many times I felt like I was in the deepest pits of hell but somehow still falling deep...oh! There were times I begged god to show me atleast the rock bottom...I found myself not feeling that way later but still I felt like I was in a void like I was nothing no one and I wanted nothing and had nothing to give...that phase went for quite sometime...I know I'm not completely out of it but I can see myself growing again , starting to knowing myself but everything in my life is a mess...I am on bed rest where I couldn't even take care of my baby,I lost my career due to so many reasons,lost someone whom I thought was the love of my life and father of my baby who couldn't even bother to care if I die...but still I'm not in that hell pit and I can't believe it...I feel like im reborn

The new thing I found about me

I used to judge people who couldn't love like me and hating for no reason...but I got to know that that's because I think I value myself from the love I get to experience...that's y it made me feel completely disrespectful to not be loved...I didn't care about others love but marriage made everything out in the open

My main issue was how can he not know himself and not work on himself...it made me angry because I had to work on myself constantly my whole life to make sense of this world...still I couldn't forgive that and I know that it's not my job to make him know himself

I'm happy that I know and love me and Im soo proud of myself...last year me is my superhero ❤️

Hey guys...I've been using the tapes for the past 3 months on and off...till wave 6 I could do it and know that I'm on the right path but haven't been able to cross wave 7 and don't know I don't think I'm achieving those focus levels right I've been clicking out...I don't see any dead people in f23 but I see some dead relatives after I sleep in lucid dreams

My request is can someone experienced and completed the tapes please explain their process and how they get into the focus levels from 10-27 for clarification...I know everyone has their own methods and I'm good till 21 but it would be helpful if I had some reference point...I know I shouldn't be expecting any experience but I feel stuck like having not much progress

Hey guys...I've been using the tapes for the past 3 months on and off...till wave 6 I could do it and know that I'm on the right path but haven't been able to cross wave 7 and don't know I don't think I'm achieving those focus levels right I've been clicking out...I don't see any dead people in f23 but I see some dead relatives after I sleep in lucid dreams

My request is can someone experienced and completed the tapes please explain their process and how they get into the focus levels from 10-27 for clarification...I know everyone has their own methods and I'm good till 21 but it would be helpful if I had some reference point...I know I shouldn't be expecting any experience but I feel stuck like having not much progress

I had a very lucid dream with no awareness of dreaming where I was thinking of an instant printing camera which I saw in real life then something was floating beside me which didn't look like a camera but I came to realise that it was the camera I asked but I didn't grab it then I thought about it again and it was again floating (I was standing in my terrace) and I saw the old one being stuck behind a door...I was telling my brother about this encounter and wondering whether it was aliens then there was someone relative I tried telling him but thought he wouldn't get it then I was with someone in their home...and I thought the person there was good but turned out she was pretty reserved and a bit yelling before I even told her...then I was in a hospital like place where I wanted to go up through elevator but ended up in the same floor and took the stairs but that dream stopped there...then I was in a place like a zoo and myself and another 2or 3 people were only normal people and I came to know that the others were gonna eat us...I didn't believe it much but someone there told us to run but before jumping out the fence that same person caught my hands and was biting but there were animals like lion and tiger near the fence and a wolf outside...I was scared but I was trying to run through the wolf to escape and I woke up...I felt the pain of being bitten when I was waking up like that pain caused me to wake up...I couldn't sleep at all after that

Suggest me some good makeup products for daily use

I have oily skin...I need a daily use makeup sunscreen and moisturizer seprately with some foundation or bb cream (or) everything together something like tinted moisturizer...it would be lovely if it's sweat resistant as it's summer and I want to look fresh for most of my day atleast... please help and thank you (p.s.i live in india)

I have oily skin...I need a daily use makeup sunscreen and moisturizer seprately with some foundation or bb cream (or) everything together something like tinted moisturizer...it would be lovely if it's sweat resistant as it's summer and I want to look fresh for most of my day atleast... please help and thank you (p.s.i live in india)

Ive been doing gateway tapes and in wave 6 now..yesterday night I felt my Astral body floating above my physical body and I became aware and it was very intense I've never reached this place consciously...I've read shouting out clarity now helps and I did that and I was out of my body and I was fully aware...I couldn't believe it I was happy and floating around and my Astral body was a lot like my physical body...I looked down on my physical body and it was standing and I got confused...I think I went into a lucid dream from there itself...my physical body and my Astral body talked to each other and we were happy like friends...I felt like I was more in my Astral body and my physical body suggested we experiment with this and to do remote viewing and Im sure after that I went into low awareness lucid dreaming...it was a bit weird it had problems I face all the time... 3 people were in the dream and I felt their intent was not good and they did not like me so I put on my rebal and I became very scared and more aware suddenly in the dream and I shouted slogans which I used to say in real life when I always get very scared...and it seemed to keep them away from me and I woke up...in the starting of the dream itself I got a little bit aware and I felt my Astral body settling into my physical body or very near idk ...I do doubt it since it was for a very little time but I'm atleast 80% sure it got out because I was completely aware

I did this exploring focus 15 before sleeping and felt like I was about to lift of at some points I felt my hand moved and I got alert while doing the audio...after that I slept I was in a lucid dream and I got conscious a little bit and I felt some presence and I tried to wake up I was paralysed and I started to try to shout who it was and biting myself and my teeth to wake up but I couldn't...the presence was strong and it also felt like I was about to get out of my body...I put rebal around myself and my baby asap and tried and woke up and I'm so scared ...is this how obe happens while conscious