45M wife is 46F. I always wondered why if I get head I can last as long as I want to. But as soon as my wife and I are intimate and we have sex she can get me off in no time flat. Even if I'm physically trying not to get off I can't help it. But with a blowjob is completely different? Why would that be?
Has anybody ever grown more and more obsessed with their spouse year after year? Right now it's not an unhealthy thing I believe and I give her plenty of space I don't smother her however she's all I ever think about and crave. I guess my biggest fear is that it's going to get to a point where it's too much. So am I setting myself up for failure? Right now I have a couple kinkss that allow me to fulfill my cravings but I'm worried they will get out of control.
I 45M have been married to my with 46F. How many of you men out there are just obsessed with their wife? You love her so much and you desire her so much it can cause you to have weird Kinks and likes centered around being obsessed with her.