u/OddMasterpiece9087

After all this time, I finally realize there is no world in which I am the one you can truly love— so in that case, I’m sorry.

I’m sorry I couldn’t make you feel joy as others did, but know I tried my absolute hardest.

I’m sorry that my hardest wasn’t your minimum.

I’m sorry for all the moments that you wished you’d be with someone who you love but were instead stuck with me.

I’m sorry to the future children running around the playground with your smile but another’s eyes— oh I’m sorry, I’m sorry I couldn’t be the parent I so hardly wanted to be.

So lastly, I’m sorry my love, I long for the days that’ll never come, and that too is my fault.

I (17F), have a best friend. She has been really focused on her boyfriend and she says she wants to incorporate me in that part of her life because I’m important to her.

I’m worry some about this because it feels like I’m losing her to him and that is the last thing that I want. We had a big argument where we spoke about our feelings and she says I have some insecurities.

She explained that no one is going to abandon me and I have a fear of being left and being alone. I think she’s right and that’s why I’m taking this situation so serious.

I want to be okay with her boyfriend and I want her to be happy.

How can I deal with these insecurities?

Me and my friend are both 17f, we have been friends for years and I love our friendship a lot. She got into a relationship with this guy for like 2 weeks and I feel as if she’s been prioritizing him over me (we’ve been friends for 5 years) she told me she didn’t wanna hang out then invited him on the same day, she rarely calls or texts me. And she said she doesn’t understand where I’m coming from.

Recently she told me she wanted to go to the movies with whom ever. I asked why she didn’t ask me and she told me that he was gonna ask me to go with her and her boyfriend and I immediately said no.

She also explained there was not definite person that she wanted to go with so I asked if she it was okay if my mom take us to the movies. And then she asked to bring him with us.

I don’t really know what to do anymore because I’ve had many talks with her and I don’t know why I can’t be enough for her.

What should I do?

Me and my current best friend, Ella, have been friends for about five years. Our friendship ship is beautiful, she is beautiful and I love everything about her. Lately I’ve been feeling sad and it doesn’t seem to go away and I’ve communicated this with Ella and she doesn’t seem to care. Before this, I’ve noticed I’m the only one reaching out to call or text and if I don’t, then she won’t. I’ve also noticed this has differed due to her situations with partners and she always seems to have one and I guess I’m scared of losing her. She hangs out with them on her off days and when I ask, she explains how we don’t have the proper requirements for a hang out. I suppose she doesn’t understand my point and I can feel our friendship going down a deep hole and I’m clueless on what to do. As I explain before, I’m mentally exhausted and I’m always sad so not having her would cause a toll in my life. I’ve grown tired of being the one to keep our friendship afloat and it would be nice to know what I should do. Thank you!

Me and my current best friend, Ella, have been friends for about five years. Our friendship ship is beautiful, she is beautiful and I love everything about her. Lately I’ve been feeling sad and it doesn’t seem to go away and I’ve communicated this with Ella and she doesn’t seem to care. Before this, I’ve noticed I’m the only one reaching out to call or text and if I don’t, then she won’t. I’ve also noticed this has differed due to her situations with partners and she always seems to have one and I guess I’m scared of losing her. She hangs out with them on her off days and when I ask, she explains how since we both don’t have money to do anything then it doesn’t make sense but she spends time with her partners even if she has money and if she doesn’t. I suppose she doesn’t understand my point and I can feel our friendship going down a deep hole and I’m clueless on what to do. As I explain before, I’m mentally exhausted and I’m always sad so not having her would cause a toll in my life. I’ve grown tired of being the one to keep our friendship afloat and it would be nice to know what I should do. Thank you!