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Asking for a friend

I find it a little odd that Israel hasn’t gotten the fbi to arrest Sam Hyde yet. There’s so much public evidence online of him being with minors and he’s always shit talking Jews. It’s just so strange to me. Could he be betraying Europa?! I mean why is he so buddy buddy with Matan Evans 🤔

I think big pharma is trying to suppress my Reddit account or something. Lmk

So I made a post on here about two days ago asking if it was possible to sue pharmaceutical companies for giving you akathisia. A lot happened after I made that post that I would like to talk about.

So first off I’d like to walk back on what I said about the new Spider-Man movie relating to my life. Other than the inhibitor chip thing that Spider-Man puts on to suppress himself that movie wasn’t much like my life and I was just seeing stuff that wasn’t there.
But to be fair to me, a lot of crazy shit I said in that post is true and that’s why I thought the movie was made to reference my life.

What I said about all these organizations trying to get dirt on me because they are afraid of me suing, that’s most likely true. I’m not going to get into all of it here because there’s way too much too talk about. But I will mention my psychiatric appointment and the phone call I had with my cousin with the billionaire pharmaceutical acne cream aunt.

PART ONE: PSYCHIATRIC APPOINTMENT

So before I even have my psychiatric appointment, the psychiatrist in charge of the practice just gives me this look of fear. This was before I brought up akathisia to the nurse practitioner or anyone there. But anyway I talk to the front desk people to switch my appointment to in person and they are also afraid of me.

I walk into my appointment and ask how long it is and the nurse practitioner tells me it’s 30 minutes. This is strange because my appointments there are normally only for 15 minutes unless I specifically ask for them to be longer. Not to mention I scheduled that appointment that morning and they were able to get me 30 minutes.

So anyway I start pressing the nurse about akathisia. I ask her if it is real, if it can cause you to walk around for 8 hours a day, and if antipsychotic medication can cause it. She answers yes to all those questions, almost like she had to legally. Again she is nervous and doesn’t know what she’s doing. I then ask her how common akathisia is in people on these medications and how bad the severity is generally. She says she doesn’t know and that I should do research on it. Fucking ridiculous. Me and my parents are paying all this money for that appointment and she’s asking me to do research because she doesn’t know about a side effect of a medication that they prescribed me.

I ask her if the head psychiatrist at the clinic had to take down any notes from my early appointments with him where I most likely mentioned I was walking around a lot. She just tells me she doesn’t know if he took down any notes. She says that she got the job 2 months ago and basically doesn’t know what she’s doing. Like she’s shifting legal blame to the psychiatrist in charge of the clinic. The one who I mention was afraid of me when I walked in. I then mention that I had brought up my constant walking to a previous nurse practitioner I had had many appointments with. This previous nurse practitioner of course didn’t know what akathisia was and didn’t warn me that it could be from the meds I was taking. I still have a record of this email I sent this previous nurse practitioner who worked at the clinic about my constant walking.

So anyway the nurse practitioner from the appointment just keeps telling me to wait for the akathisia to go away and the appointment ends. So I leave and go back to the front desk to pay for my appointment. I ask the front desk people about how I can pay for everything because my dad hates having to pay for the appointments. And he just overcomplicates everything. He tells me that he has been working in insurance for years and still doesn’t understand how it works. He then goes on to say that it’s very hard to understand insurance because it changes every year. Like he’s trying to make it seem like me taking legal action against the clinic would be impossible because I could never learn everything I need to know.

And yeah he’s uncomfortable this whole time. He also has a gay voice that it sounded like he was making deep in an attempt to sound straight or something. But yeah they were scared of me. I finally force them to allow me to pay all the bills I’m able to pay while I’m in the office and leave. Before I leave the owner of the clinic gives me one last nervous look.

PART TWO: PHONE CALL WITH COUSIN WITH THE BILLIONAIRE ISRAELI AUNT

This part is even stranger and harder to believe. So before my appointment I text my cousin I mentioned in the comments of my last post. He says he can talk to me later that night because he’s currently busy at work and he seems pretty normal.

So I wait at night for him to call me and he finally does around 7:30 I think? He lives in New York City so it’s the same time zone as where I live I think. Anyway he starts off by telling me that he has just had one of the shittiest days of his life in a while but talking to me is the only good part. So yeah, he’s nervous. Way more nervous than anyone at the psychiatric clinic was. (I realize I have no way of proving that these people were nervous so it might just seem like I’m imagining it. But I swear that I’m not.) Of you heard the tone of his voice and everything you’d be able to tell how nervous he was. And it was for the entire phone call.

Anyway I explain to him my situation and how I want to sue the pharmaceutical companies that make the meds that gave me akathisia. He tells me I’d have better luck suing the hospital or psychiatric office and he sounds nervous. I tell him that one of my friends from work told me that I could just join an ongoing lawsuit. He tells me that I’d have trouble finding a legitimate akathisia lawsuit to join in on. This is when he sounds the most nervous the entire phone call. He then tells me he has a buddy I could talk to about this and I reject it of course because I don’t think I can trust him. Anyway he seemed so uncomfortable that I told him I was tired and that I wanted to sleep so I say goodbye and hang up on him.

I think honestly he might’ve had his future career as a lawyer threatened or something. Maybe by his aunt or one of her friends. Either way that phone call convinced me that I have to find a lawsuit to join in on. The only problem is trying to find the lawsuit.

PART THREE: MY PLANS MOVING FORWARD

So I’ve had work off the past three days and I really needed it. I rushed to do a bunch of stuff quickly but I realize now that I have to focus on one thing at a time. Because it’s just too hard to make all these changes at once.

I’m hoping I can get my old nurse practitioner who I sent the email to to be my therapist because she had her own clinic now. She had to drop me as a patient because she’s Muslim and I don’t think her husband wanted her talking to me. But I would never try to have sex with her and do that to her. I wouldn’t want her to live with that shame as a Muslim women. I just need someone I can talk to and trust. And hopefully I don’t have to get her in trouble for not warning me about akathisia. Maybe she can coach me through how not to get her or her husband’s friend’s practice in trouble while suing the pharmaceutical company that gave me akathisia. Or maybe not if her husband makes her reject me as a patient again.

For now I’m going to focus on not getting fired at my job at the Asian pop up store. I’m going to memorize the sexual harassment training to memory and do as well in the job as I can. I’m going to try to make as many allies among my coworkers as I can as well and make sure not to get in trouble myself.

I was worried that all these organizations had dirt on me already. But the truth is that I don’t think they have as much dirt as they need. That’s why they are continuing to try to get dirt on me. I think if I go to trial with whoever in some lawsuit that I need to really make sure I’m doing good enough in the court of public opinion. That’s what’s really going to determine if I win these lawsuits. So I have to continue to try to be a better person and not do any more bad things than I already have.

Thanks for reading if you read the entire thing. I just wrote a short story lol.

I’ve been super paranoid lately that I have the ability to sue all of these organizations that have messed up my life in one way or another and they know this so they are trying to get dirt on me first. So it’s like a sue or be sued situation almost.

So many things have just been off, weird coincidences I’ve put together. I feel like I’m almost backed into a corner because I don’t think with the internet I could ever have a normal life at this point.

I know for sure that there are multiple embarrassing videos of me that people have dispersed across multiple iCloud accounts and other storage platform accounts. I think that they could go very viral if the person who controls the TikTok algorithm wanted them to.

And a lot of the embarrassing things in these videos I think were caused by akathisia. Which at this point I’m not even sure is real. Like could this subreddit be another attempt to fuck with me? I’m not sure.

Because I work at this Chinese pop up store in America where basically one of the employees touched my penis without asking. I was semihard because I was on Wellbutrin and had this whole history with my milf history teacher trying to get me hard. lol.

Anyway I think they are worried I could sue them and get the guy in trouble for touching me so they played a prank on me yesterday and told me that I was owed money that I wasn’t owed because I thought I had worked more hours then I worked. This seriously gaslit me into thinking everything I have been thinking about is crazy. But now I’m not too sure.

I think I need to like switch states or something like that. Or just hid in my parent’s basement for the rest of my life. But as long as I have the ability to sue these organizations they are always going to be out to get me I think. Fuck with me in whatever way they can to keep me ignorant and fed with lies.

I just wish I could get a fresh start somewhere else but I don’t think that’s possible. The even crazier part to me is like I almost feel like Spider-Man brand new day is referencing my life?! It’s insane to think because obviously they made the movie before I worked at the Asian pop up store and obviously Spider-Man has to fight the ninjas who are East Asian so he can get to the redhead Jean grey who is a reference to a whole other thing in my life. And I think the mutation dampener that Spider-Man puts on is like the psych medication I’ve been on. Should I follow the movie and take it off so I can fight back? Or am I just imagining that?

But yeah that’s just a dumb coincidence, I’m fucking crazy and have main character syndrome because I’m schizophrenic.

I would just like to know if akathisia is real and we could sue or if I really am an idiot who likes to spend my days walking constantly because I like to daydream and this is another attempt to make fun of me?

Some people just seem so afraid of me for some reason and there’s no reason to be. I think I’m really good looking so that might be what attracts so much attention to me or something. But this is so weird.

If you guys aren’t lying then let’s help each other out.

Ever since I got an injection in the mental hospital I’ve been walking for 7-8 hours a day. I want to say less than 6 months after the mental hospital I got my dosage of antipsychotics lowered to 2mg of abilify with Wellbutrin to counteract the physical symptoms of the abilify. (I was unable to ejaculate semen. I would still ejaculate but the fluid was clear). I would also like to know if there’s any antipsychotics that make it so you don’t need to take an antidepressant with it.

Anyway I tried being off my 2mg of abilify but I recently kind of went crazy a bit. I don’t hallucinate but I’m kind of paranoid. I ended up treating people around me poorly. I’d like to hear if there’s any antipsychotics that are akathisia proof and don’t cause side effects that you have to take antidepressants for. Thank you.

So I’ve been trying to get into weightlifting lately. Instead of doing a traditional weightlifting workout with a fixed amount of sets and reps I will instead just lift weights whenever I feel like it. So basically I lifted weights so much in the beginning that my brain fatigued before my body did.

This is called central nervous system fatigue and it is a real thing. I was so fatigued that I didn’t walk around at all for a while, like three weeks. And during that time I didn’t daydream. I watched a lot of YouTube instead, and thought about the past. Normally I walk at least 10 miles a day on average.

I decided to start changing my other bad habits and so I never picked up weightlifting again because my central nervous system was still fatigued. This backfired on me and I was back to walking around and daydreaming once my central nervous system had recovered.

This kind of made me think that the whole maladaptive daydreaming thing, at least in my case, is just some kind of movement disorder. Maybe daydreaming is just what I do to pass time as I’m commanded by my walking impulse. I’ve seen some posts where people talk about how they lay down when they daydream so maybe they have some different form of it? I know that my daydreams are very sporadic and aren’t long and drawn out. It’s more like TikTok rather than binging a tv show.

I guess the good news is I found a cure. For myself at least. The only problem is I’m not the biggest fan of weightlifting and it’s hard to get myself to do it. So I don’t know, maybe it’s not a cure. I’m still going to keep trying to lift weights until it becomes second nature to me like walking around became when I turned 18.

So I’ve been trying to get into weightlifting lately. Instead of doing a traditional weightlifting workout with a fixed amount of sets and reps I will instead just lift weights whenever I feel like it. So basically I lifted weights so much in the beginning that my brain fatigued before my body did.

This is called central nervous system fatigue and it is a real thing. I was so fatigued that I didn’t walk around at all for a while, like three weeks. And during that time I didn’t daydream. I watched a lot of YouTube instead, and thought about the past. Normally I walk at least 10 miles a day on average.

I decided to start changing my other bad habits and so I never picked up weightlifting again because my central nervous system was still fatigued. This backfired on me and I was back to walking around and daydreaming once my central nervous system had recovered.

This kind of made me think that the whole maladaptive daydreaming thing, at least in my case, is just some kind of movement disorder. Maybe daydreaming is just what I do to pass time as I’m commanded by my walking impulse. I’ve seen some posts where people talk about how they lay down when they daydream so maybe they have some different form of it? I know that my daydreams are very sporadic and aren’t long and drawn out. It’s more like TikTok rather than binging a tv show.

I guess the good news is I found a cure. For myself at least. The only problem is I’m not the biggest fan of weightlifting and it’s hard to get myself to do it. So I don’t know, maybe it’s not a cure. I’m still going to keep trying to lift weights until it becomes second nature to me like walking around became when I turned 18.

I’m pretty sure I have ncgs and the main symptom I have is abdominal distention. No pain or diarrhea. I was wondering how long it took for this to go away for those of you with this symptom after cutting gluten out of your diet. I’m also trying to do low fodmap and might even consider a temporary red meat only diet.