Success with Binging Tendencies
Today I was doing stuff in my kitchen and suddenly saw a jar full with trail mix which has dark chocolate pieces in it. In the past I would not be able to resist it and I remember buying it for my husband and asking him to keep it in the basement where it wouldn’t be in front of my eyes 👀
And yesterday I purchased this trail mix for my husband to cheer him up and put it in its normal jar in the kitchen. I did not take it down to the basement. I didn’t even think about me having difficulty existing next to this treat.
I am calm as cucumber. I stopped seeing food as an opportunity.
Food became a meal which I will have when time comes. My role is to watch my energy levels and make sure that I am benefiting from my fasts as opposed to suffering energy wise. Food is nourishment. My meals are joy.
When I was eating random things around the clock, it was never enough, it wasn’t nourishment, it was a desperate search for some fix of something I am quite in touch with. Going now free of this desperate search for fix is SO MUCH RELIEF!!!