u/Ok-Flatworm7401

I was wrong for what I said about reiki but I study more about reiki it never demonic it’s the person that uses with own intentions for I said a couple months I’m truly sorry I was 22 when I first try reiki I going through a midlife crisis and looking for a quick fix which is my fault i recently in that got into a car accident with deer, had people be a aggressive with me at old job,going many spiritual then I stumble across that woman I was believing this woman said and did I thought give the knowledge the fix my life and make me more money but instead I was brainwashed and manipulated and I had spell put on me when I mentally vulnerable so I plan on getting real training from a real reiki master in few months on hands down approach by the my spiritual are shamanism,drumming.

First all my money is gone ,my income tax money is gone Maryland took most of all money then bills hit me back to back then I was trying to find other job that I finally got one that’s ups as driver then as I was about to for my first day -orientation they did background check it turns out my license was suspended for a month and after getting my license unsuspected trying to get in touch with ups nobody has hit me back up now I’m about to work for place I really don’t wanna go then the final nail in the coffin I can’t go back to my original job bc they email that abandoned my position when literally told them that I was for ups a week before I did that it’s been a bad year in 2026 I’m financial debt,it feels I’m fight for my soul bc I’m currently drinking alcohol then smoking weed its feel I’m losing my will to live going through all this