I have wasted 33k and I am ashamed.

Sorry it's 37k

I basically bought the ACE online recorded coaching material in May and I thought I would start my prep and get an amazing rank but I haven't done any lectures and procrastinated everyday. I'm so ashamed I cannot even bring myself to admit that I haven't completed a single subject yet. I could have studied and finished the syllabus already and focused on mocks but I didn't, giving the lowly excuse of college. I am in a tier 3 college with no placements, I knew it but I still didn't study and I have wasted money as well as time. I'm in 7th sem with no placement or preparation. I have failed everyone and myself, don't be like me.

I sometimes fear that I am just shameless and worthless, an average person who has big dreams but doesn't have the guts to try and fail. I fear that I don't become successful, I would get married to a normal guy and rot and it wouldnt even be his fault but mine because I wasn't independent.

reddit.com
u/Ok-Turnip-7749 — 11 days ago

I feel like I keep wasting my time and will never succeed in life.....

I'm (21F) and a 4th year engineering student from an ECE branch. In my JEE days, I got distracted during Covid and ended up getting an average college (totally my fault, ik), but I could have worked hard these three years and sorted something out by now.

But I feel even more confused than ever. I thought of studying for GATE because I felt like maybe I'm not ready to get an IT job, which was definitely gonna be a job at a service-based company for the same 3-3.5 LPA package. But I haven't studied properly for it, too, and I'm all over the place.I fear if I don't take placements seriously, I will end up unemployed, and if I don't score well, I will have to take a gap year, which will break me. So if you were in my situation would you have just started preparing for placements first? I really really hate the position I'm in right now, I regret wasting my time.

u/Ok-Turnip-7749 — 1 month ago
▲ 3 r/nagpur

I want to celebrate my 21st with my two close friends! Gimme ideas!!

So I'm super bored of the same cafe+cake+mediocre food combo so please suggest some ideas that will make it an unforgettable experience!!

reddit.com
u/Ok-Turnip-7749 — 5 months ago

How to complete ACE syllabus in 6 months??

I have purchased it and I am super nervous because of the amount of lectures! Also I have started engg mathematics and a 1 hr lecture is taking me 1 hr 30 min because I'm writing the notes as well. Any tips please??

reddit.com
u/Ok-Turnip-7749 — 5 months ago